12.27.2007
tiny image
im a tiny child
screaming into a television screen
a small child
comprehending all that is seen
Im a tiny child
begging for a world to see
there is a world outside the tele
so much more that you can see
put aside your glowing living rooms
smash your glassy screen
no longer give listen to commercials
for wasted are your dreamy visions
unexplored are heavens means
there is a world beyond your generated imagery
there is one greater beyond your tv screen
for your god will swallow your forgotten memory
a boob tube is all "this world" sees
for my re-birthday is a new impossibility
my father now grafting me in his tree
for him I gave toss to my tele
to look at dad's arms hold someone like me
Author's note: tele= Television
"...worship is the purification of imagination by [God's] his beauty.." - Archbishop William Temple
12.25.2007
The working people of Bethlehem
I wonder what Bethlehem and the world
were doing that day
when God stepped down from heaven
and in a manger lay
before they knew
they would be pardoned of all sin
before they knew
a babe called Jesus
would make them all new again
was the candlemaker crying
left hopeless in despair
was the woodcutter fretting
life in shambles contemplating fear
my mind wonders if the peasant girl
felt useless
in a world that gives her no more worth
than a bearded lady at the fair
did the working man lie in agony
before the beatitudes were ever sung
or maybe the man in prison
had a ray of hope before he was hung
you see God stepped down to Bethlehem
to give them hope that day
in a manger a babe lie wrapped in linen
and all were given hope
yesterday tommorow and today
Author's Note: Merry Christmas
12.23.2007
Listening to: I love you by Giorgio Licazi
cold wind heartless rain
single leaf
in the roaring rain
cold winds
has it all left you in dismay
little leaf
ginormous winds
deafening rain
does it all seem quite inane?
poor little leaf
wreckless rain
cold hearted winds
a world of shame
it makes me think
who will take away your blame?
then all at once the sun shineth yet again
breaking through the cold wind and rain
making everyday
brighter again
Author's Note: "...In this world you will have tribulation. But be of good cheer for I have overcome the world." - Jesus Christ.
12.19.2007
Brie Stoner
Album
Nooma Soundtrack Vol. 1
Track:
Cheap
Today It Seems
i wish you could see what i see
today
they world is no longer for me in disarray
the addiction to it has gone away
my life it seems are lovely shades of grey
combining the failures and complexities
all dancing together in a strange sort of way
i look up to sky clouds and bird
to hear the sun say g'day
greeting me i smile
joyously filled with mirth
a laugh escapes
the morn never tickled me this way
I see the possibility of the twenty four hours
laid before me...
today.
12.18.2007
shades of grey powerful
It's beautiful and mighty full
All shades of grey
mystical and all powerful
It's beautiful all powerful
these shades of grey more mighty still
they captivate and stimulate
never leave me in an understate
so glory full
never a nil
captivating me into still
these shades of grey
on my heart they pull
so beautiful
so beautiful...
12.08.2007
for ive seen the depths of my being
and in it
there is no hope
no sanity
no peace
no goodness
no purity
no honor
no love
no perfection
no beauty
just ash
just brimstone
just hostility
just anger
just a stiffneck
simply rebellious
constantly disasterous
despair and doubt I caress
my farm produces death
but my father
my father
my father
looks at me nonethelss
freeing me from this decaying body of death
warming me from the cold winds
all entirely produced from my breath
he loves me oh how he loves me
despite my rebelliousness
this day he says
son I love you
especially your wrecklessness
take this kiss
to remember me
let it be a sail for you
in the times of your stress
remember this
my scratchy line dove
pirates
always do get wet
perception
It's funny how one thought
can disrupt the world around you
cloud you
arouse you
decieve you
break you
conflict risen about you
inside you
divide you
make you
shake you
dillude you
diffuse you
corrupt and confuse you
drain you
and at the same time name you
then another thought may come in
but this thought
saves you
uplifts you
tells you to hold on
persist and don't let the dark clouds tame you
you're captivated
turning aside in hope
pulled over sitting on an empty road
morningside sun up
clouds sifting through to bring bitter sunshine
with a stark sound brushing against
dark greys and smart violets
walking though winnowing fields
with peacful handfuls of destruction
saying "all is well with this one
joy is a hard thing to hold onto
in the face of suck sticky muck
one like this needs someone
with a great big pick up truck
hefty enough to carry loads of numbness and drudgery"
then with one coming great lines of complex imagery
all simply to great to not smash the insanity
breaking every hope belonging to misery
God saying
hold on
today
in my image I made thee
rhythm is my gift to thee
rotating like a world of dancing trees
wind
stars
and falling leaves
my motion choreographed
will carry free
In you my hope I give ye
fear not
I.
am.
always.
with thee.
Author's Note: God loves you just the way you are. Claim your name.
12.06.2007
Gorillaz
Album
Demon Days
Track:
Demon Days
Beautiful converts face
recalling what I asked you that day
the revealing of the thing
want of awe another way
I look and see what once
was not
but now is
a beautiful piece not belonging to me
but artfully put in it's place
a complex view
of your simple saving grace
12.05.2007
I asked to see the beauty
of a pigeon
colors grey and drab
beak unfit for anything
but for me to spit and stare
but then one day like floating imagery
mine eyes did see something there
the flight of a rodent butterfly
gracefully dancing in the air
for never did beauty once lift my doubt
so far into heights unaware
it seems this unfavored
be now a redemptive dove
purest of all with wings
12.04.2007
Sky Grain
To wherest can I conclude you'll be
The day is vast
can a blind man see?
fill my air with your lungs throughout
give me breath for my stature is stout
Author's Note: dedicated to my friend davis who is going through some hard times right now. Interestingly enough if you look too closely at the picture it is really grainy. I purposely did this to the photo. But far away it looks beautiful. Perhaps sometimes in life (as in viewing the photo)we need to take a step back. Perspective is often a big picture process.
12.02.2007
I fear the loss of precipitation
the loveliness of it's drops
the water falling on a hot summer day
all refreshment lost
I fear the death of innocence
when man can no longer gaze long at a rose
when wilted are his leaves gone dry
soil trodden by his big toes
my concern is for that aching pain
making so many give in
the hurt pressing on a tattered soul
deceiving the eyes of hope's kin
for the glorious seed of brighter days
filled with sunshine and breezy shores within
are purposefully placed alongside blue shores
no eye unscathed will win
so listen and hope fast my love
let this all comfortably sink in
broken feet cannot measure perfect streets
to some things we must always cling
Currently Playing
John Debney
Album
The Passion of the Christ
Track:
The Stoning
Peace alongside beauty
I looked at the edge of sin
shirt gripped
backside
holding tight
my savior cried
away from the ledge
he said with tears in his eyes
this is as far as you go
don't you know without me you'll die
where are you my pretty
dont disregard the truth for a lie
I fight with you pity
do not dispair
do not bed with the father of lies
this cannot conquer you beloved
this cannot dry even one eye
for dance in the spring of my beauty
lavish yourself in my eyes
for my heart is a land of plenty
rooms filled with incense mirth and frankincense
even angels rest by my side
come now
play
and be made pretty
stay firm and realize
to be robed in my glory
is all you ever truthfully desired
12.01.2007
Delirious?
Album
Deeper The Definitive Worship Experience
Track:
What a Friend I've Found
Autumn Tried
when leaves fall
the trees are stripped bare
when leaves fall
the naked tree lays bare
when all the rustling settles
when all is said and done
wind beaten the leaves all fallen
the tried and true tree
beauty hard won
11.30.2007
Gorillaz
Album
Demon Days
Track:
Demon Days
pretty sky toned feet
used to wonder where the art went
then I looked with my neck out the door
went a few blocks down to get coffee
the whole staff were writing poetry behind the serving door
next I went to see bobbi the young butcher
he sung with his lyre to his new love
but if this weren't enough for inspiration
I thought to go for a walk down the street
all along the sidewalk were mime's
and photographer's making pictures pretty in the street
from the very store where every morning
my sister bought her finest meats
and all the day long I danced with the world
hunchbacked singing with gaiety
unaware of this new world order
this secret hidden beneath our streets
it seems life goes beyond with once we thought our pity
it seems life is beyond what we touch everyday with out feet
Gorillaz
Album
Demon Days
Track:
Demon Days
Idolatry
the idols of the day
will not sweep me away
because if this is beauty
why does it suffocate me
the idols of the day
will not pave my way
my brain is to precious
my soul relentless
I will not serve this
my graven lord's presence
I will resist the temptress
my spirit
led by
some greatness
crossed by
transcendence
11.28.2007
I had to see it seems
love is blind
it ran me over today
three hands hauling ass in her truck
dirty car from being in the muck
It seems love wears bifocals
but still can't see
yet she always drives way over 130
yes love is as blind as a bat
with all the fashion accessories
with not
to match
her gucci bag
along with payless shoes
coco chanel knock offs
with tribal tattoos
love it seems doesn't know down from up
doesn't know how to pull itself out
from being stuck
love doesn't know how to add one plus one
in order to get two
it keeps you up late at night
hollering the things you aught to do
its perplexing
annoying
and says really dumb things
it even makes your gag reflex flutter
and sing
when it kisses you it twitches
and says I'm not feeling all right
then after it rejoices when you leave after
that memorable night
it's not calm after a lovely day
it pulls out a revolver to shoot you
after everything in the world goes ok
so love it seems leaves one with more than doubt
it haunts you
draws you near
even if peril finds you out
11.25.2007
Jason Upton
Album
Remember
Track:
First Language
raptureness
the thought of you
rapture
everything you do
rapture
your perfect weight
rapture
caught up in memory's gaze
rapture
your eye's your hair
rapture
your laughter clearing my darkest day
rapture
for your love is nobility
rapture
bringing out the best in me
rapture
our love writes elegant poetry
rapture
romanticizing what heaven has given
rapture
for I thank the Lord above
rapture
for giving me only one true and first love
absolute rapture
Author's note- for my heart Marissa. The one whom I love. Isn't it grand, the first language is love...
Currently Playing
Giorgos Ntalaras
Album
Track
San Palo Cinema
Lynn my love
like a hard hit that can't miss
your love is on the tip of both my lips
though try I might to shake the force
I'm witless, out of ideas, and gladly amiss
waiting for your call and kiss
juicy be the syllable consonant mix
word that's like candy on my lips
its so great
like a treasure this pirate can't resist
I would deep sea dive for a booty
that gave my nose such a well smelling gift
all me shipmates would think this be to much trouble
for any treasure so often likened to madness
but I be the captain of this hear ship
and me lover be purely bliss
like a firewood gone blazing
her love is on my lips
so come here go there
and never a soul
will I find who's friendship and inner being
match her bar brawl skill, beauty and wit
I'm lost in her sea
given to love's storm
all my person raptured
love it seems is worth the grand trip
Authors note - For my love Marissa. My girlfriend who's voice and love makes me smile.
11.24.2007
the piper did play
and some say
he saved a kingdom
united a land into one
the piper of whaletown
played in a blue gown
skipping merrily along his way
dancing with little ones
and very short nuns
the piper of whaletown
had all thier hearts won
then one day the king summoned
it seemed his anger flared
and from hades most certainly did come
for he was unrested
because of all the badness of life he won
play for me you gay little piper of whaletown
give me a song
or my wrath will fall on this land like dung
all the children and nuns
will no longer dance to your songs
with merry
all cheer will cease
like a matador with bulls horns stung
so play now
play quick little piper
for your king is bed with anger
your notes decide the dawn to come
so the piper did play a melody
wondering if his requiem mass
would next come
on and on his belly gave lovely note and key
on and on with harmony
on and on with melodic pleasantries
but the king did stop him
expresionless
seemingly unaffected
by the piper's musical stress
now listen here
the piper then gulped
I hear your song piper
and I do like
a song did bring melody
to a once dead life
it seems there is joy in dancing
it seems goodness can come from a heart slain
it would seem you are a medical practitioner
for a piper can cure pain
Currently Playing
1031sermonjams.com
Album
10:31 sermon jams vol. 2
Track
Idols
sin
sin is
faithless
merciless
wreckless
ruthless
carelessness
blindness
truthless
brainless
honorless
pointless
laziness
disobedience
endless
rude
crude
predictable
prideful
resentful
godless
worthless
repentless
li·centious·ness
it's artless
arrogance
impatience
heartless
shameless
beautyless
monotonous
heinous
passionless
dreamless
it's a cold dessert
with a child called baroness
all who serve it
are likened to nightmares
and cold sweats
11.21.2007
11.16.2007
Currently Playing
Mewithoutyou
Album
Brother, Sister
Track
In a Sweater Poorly Knit
save me did my cloud
i never thought it would be
gladly
here i am
bare feet
legs crossed and gently sniffling
but floating on the trees
atop a cloud
floating on the trees
floating on the trees
nothing conquering we
happy here
up here
floating with a cup of tea
looking and windy
floating on a tree
top a fluffy cloud
not a trace of misery
nothing getting the best of me here
climbing into the stratosphere
thank you cloud
because of you
oops in the wind
there goes a tear
nevermind my words draw near
as I say and realize
I'll always stay the merrier
Author's Note: Jesus Saves
11.13.2007
Did you not see?
With arms violent stretched
With hands bare no wit
You reached forthwith
and attempted to tear down the whole sky
A silent pity
My father hears
His son cries
With unknown misery
Arms outstretched
You grappled and tried
To tear down the entire sky
But alas in that moment
My master did care
then forthwith a child billowed
And with a wet stint
God pierced the sky
Rain like his tears did drop
Angels with sunken hair flopped
All activity in heaven stopped
To watch Robert’s heart drop
Author's Note: for Robert
11.06.2007
Currently Playing
Sarah McLachlan
Album
City of Angels
Track
Angel
eye eden
what happened to you
women?
it seems you've fallen a far way from eden
you used to be an object of reflected perfection
a man's perfect companion
a desired incense
a ballad
beauty with discretion
what happened to you women?
because I long for a companion
searching but not finding
looking at myriad shadows and smokey reflections
Authors Note - I'm single, and a bit dissapointed at whats become of womanhood...
10.31.2007
Currently Playing
Johnny Cash
Album
The Legend of Johnny Cash
Track
Ring of Fire
simplicity
so great was his love for me
in my sin
he took up that cross
went to grave's end
died
then with all power
rose again
and set me free
10.28.2007
Currently Playing
Hans Zimmer
Album
The Last Samurai
Track
A Hard Teacher
dream car seven
dream car seven
I said to the conductor
upon the boarding way
on the train
its destination
nonstop to Bombay
am I alright I inquired
with all Ive been through today
can anything be seen clearly
can I hold onto anything my eyes want to stay
you see I'm a dreamer
a passing waking contender
a fighting man's inspiration
a sunny day without symptom
but today you see mr conductor
I'm a foggy whimper
a disillusioned sinner
a loose necked fearer
can anything be the way I thought it to be?
can this world give me anything but misery?
I stayed the course
I fought the fight
but still it comes
still with fright
with pangs of growling
and earthquakes that wont cease
this dream escapes
no shoes
all cold feet
I tire of walking
hair and sweat irritating my feet
giving up to abandonment
on a train
no more clouds will I meet
rain won't chase me
my parallel world will cease
in my car I'll forget a memory
nightmares will fear me under the sheets
for when I wake I will be elsewhere
no more quandary to seek
all my questions will be answers
in the utopia I find
on the better side of bleak
this be my hope mr conductor
this be my reasoning for our meet
here's my ticket with hand steady
now please
show me to my seat
10.27.2007
and then pain came
stripped the world bare
and pain came
left only with your hand
then pain came
everything ran cold
nothing here
only one step away from alone
just you hand now
making my home
gripping me warm
new to this known
your with me now
your hand in mine
together we moan
Authors note: "I said to the man with the gated ear"give me a light that I may walk safely into the unknown" and he said to me "Put your hand into the hand of God and it will be to you better than the light and safer than the known." King George VI
10.24.2007
Currently Playing
Bjork
Album
Greatest Hits
Track
Possibly Maybe
sky blinds
sky I see when I look up
so perfect so blue
I look up there is no folly
positively perfect
when I
look at you
then down my eyes come
like a downpour
ugh its nothing like looking at you
sky where are you I ponder
where are you and your blues
this down here is pity
no trace from what I see
no hint of you
sky don't ever leave me
don't be apart from what I see or do
because this world here is drowning in pity
nothing at all like you
10.17.2007
It was in that moment I saw it
a construction of sorts
a defined building
a grandiose monument to his greatness
chiseled
defined
and wonderfully made
on one section he uprooted the unproductive parts
taking chisel and hammer
breaking the rotting corruption away
this man the grand designer
weaving a new world
out of iron and clay
so take heed this loving warning
give no room for self pity
not a word of damnation resting in thee
all glory to you running steady in perseverance
all praise
Agnus Dei
Extol
Album
Undeceived
Track:
Undeceived
From me spoken to me
its wrong
so don't try to pet it
stroke it feed it or tempt it
don't look at it, touch it or covet it
listen here you were told to not do it
not trust in it lest you become it
its wrong so do not listen to your wicked heart plummet
what are you doing
you see who will be affected by your decision
your premeditated friendship
murderous fellowship
venomous partnership
for out of your quiet lonely solitude
a world is created
a entirety of mourners
a planet of tombs
so do not even attempt to bring me
to your sinful infirmities
your sickness and wordy platitude
I'm onto you
and all your shallow centrifuge
this ends today
no more endless journeys
my mornings
no longer wasted and used
Authors Note: Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.
10.15.2007
Currently Playing
Gorillaz
Album
Demon Days
Track:
Demon Days
Prayer of Commitment
Father, I know there is still much
that needs to die in me
be my shield
protecting me from that hate
crouching, waiting to dismember me
be my support
making my backs position upright
cleansing my sinful infirmities
perfecting me
till no chains
no separation
can keep me from your heights
Author's Note: someone once said there are many ways one can slouch and distort one's posture. But there is only one way in which to stand upright. One would do well to remember this.
10.12.2007
Regina Spektor
Album
Begin To Hope
Track:
Samson
commensurate
commensurate with his love
you will evenly in this world
find hate
commensurate alongside hope
in this world you will find
an empty shot glass
dashing down a wet alley
with a collar in hand
fondling dreams
not yet his
commensurate with this note
you will find the disinterested
not looking for meaning within the lines
you see
in this world there is balance
good for hate
in for out
all waiting for the frustration to end
for whomever sees the pattern remain
step back
breath in
then slowly
trustingly
give in
10.03.2007
all access
yes.
this I wish
here where I am left wondering
did I miss?
the affection of my lover
could I have missed?
this morning it wasn't where I left it
in the afternoon when I looked
in it's stead I was in a state of perplexities and myth
my lover it seems withdrew it
this blood stain from the assassin's hit
could it be could it be
is this death's mule angry kick
where has it gone
I'm seeking my lovers kiss
left here with this thought that's shocking
did I miss?
did I miss?
Authors Note - Yes I did.
10.01.2007
I'm in love
with the most beautiful woman in the world
in love
I am with the
most beautiful
world in the
love I'm world
she it to me
has me
losing all rational
crazy I'm
or I am
because I'm in love
with her
beautifully
Author's Note - For Leanna Jackson my first lady. Together we'll take over the world
9.30.2007
this wicked soul life did not find
until touched by hands divine
separation it seems had grips on me
fatherless was the foster parent that did raise me
but when I sought him he brought me out
giving me the connection that severed
fear
chastisement
and doubt
but I now know exactly whose I am
the bond has fathered me
to you Lord my master
all darkness is taken
together
my end
9.29.2007
I'm going to tell you I love you now
like walking on fresh snow
you're my home
we resided in our heart
trotting along a frozen alpine slope
falling from the sky are words of memories
bitter sweet is the descent
saying I love you now
gently walking on newly fallen snow
words so clean and fresh the smoke comes freely
dancing from my lips
so I'm saying I love you now
breaking in the tightly packed snow
looking back on our tracks
glancing forward wishfully
at where we've never been
ahead there is a lazy melody
a song hangs in the air
cutting gently at the silent wind
Author's Note - my girlfriend now (Leanna) is the only one Ive ever said I love you to.
9.27.2007
Stick to your guns
Album
For What It's Worth
Track:
For What It's Worth
Leanna on the moon
You're my dream
my dream love
that which never was
what wasn't
what never was to be
what a God of mercy
for he has given you
to me
Author's note- For Leanna. My love. Another side note: even rarer is a titled poem after a person. Just isn't done. Yea she is truly special to me.
Stick to your guns
Album
For What It's Worth
Track:
For What It's Worth
a run on sentence into you
sweet serpentine. lofty things make me insides scream. this make me soft so call me cream. so deep inside she makes me clean. often saw before but salvation by definition is new... it seems. This thing feels wonderful. It makes me glow, sparkle, glitter, gleam.
Authors Note- I never write poems specifically about people. you have to understand to me writing poetry is the same as a pastor getting up on Sunday and doing a sermon. This is my ministry. I made a vow to not do it unless it was some one I loved or very very serious about. The love poems you see are to the love of my life. my girl Leanna. To be near her and to be with her is bringing me closer to Christ. That's all I have to say on the matter. Thanks.
9.19.2007
Regina Spektor
Album
Begin To Hope
Track:
Samson
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know how to be a better man
I don't know how and when to say what you mean
I cant read minds and I can't weave gold from thread
I fumble often
I curse myself much
my heart is crumbling and decrepit
not even more than much
I'm easily thrown backward
I'm hairy to the touch
but this my love is only the beginning
like I mentioned at the beginning
I don't know much
But I do know he loves me
I do know I long for your touch
seal that with eternal serenity
sealed with a cloudy loft
you see even if I don't know anything
how to do it
how much my smell makes it worse
all I have to know is I love you
then none can make matters worse
Author's Note One of the reasons (in my opinion) why so many look for true love is because the heart longs to be understood or "loved first". The folly is to hope in another human. God has already fulfilled all your needs. Whats more he has accepted you before you were born. He loved you first exactly the way you are. Knowing what you would become. The love relationship between humans is toilsome and vein. All the hours the lovers spend trying to get one another to accept the other. Frustration sets in because the heart longs for an instant. The same instant that is given to us the moment we accept Christ. In an instant of conversion we are given an eternity of love and denied and eternity of suffering. That is perfect love. There is the love we all long for.
9.18.2007
Mr J. Medeiros
Album
Of gods and girls
Track:
Keep Pace
Victory March
now I stand
the spot of my defeat
the hour of my death
turned around
then the focus of my misery
now the focus of my new life
you fell
you are the one that was slew
all your teeth lie scattered
your mouth is the one full of things corupt
regardless what's felt this is a firm settled housing
no dividing mind to break it apart
its you I owe the joy of my misery
hope it seems comes through storms of doubt
fire breaths a new soldiered calamity
the thing I thought it were
is in all actuality
the source of everything
freedom
peace
new day
a true father
giving a son birthed like crops in drought
reproducing what always was
now is
seemingly what these eyes saw frightful
deemed now
a lifehouse
9.17.2007
9.15.2007
David Crowder Band
Album
Can you Hear Us?
Track:
Thank you for hearing me
Domini Thank You
have mercy O' Lord
redeem this heart of mine
make me swallow mine own enmity
devour my shallow pride
populate this throat with evergreen forests
water me and help me forsake my very eye
develop in me a pure fire to glow with memory
not letting go of the sure promises
one by one make my limpness life
fog never take delight in this bodies members
let amnesia's lull make your claws blind
Currently Playing
Matisyahu
Album
No place to be
Track
Jerusalem (Out of Darkness Comes Light)
I do
what was that?
do it for you?
climb and pant for you?
decide to doubt doubt for you?
to know all is in control
all in awe of you
did you say I'm to forsake all for you?
to know without sight for you?
negate the fact for you?
for you I will do
speak to dark for you
instigate a spark of light
all knowing glow stirring inside
glory dancing around you
entirety acknowledging the disciplined truth
odd though that this
no longer then now this is
far from me to remain
parting with a thought formed
letting me grieve the grieved
therefore in conclusion
I am yours
in other words with you
what's more
I do
9.12.2007
Lord I want you to be near
so beside myself I start a silent prayer
my want be that I ne'er fear
and longing it seems kindles you here
so I wish your love to shatter me
I wish like hope all captives set free
I long for emotion with fervent praise
shouting till chords go horse
all adoration to him
all jubilation
a new exalt
a new sunrise
a new day
this day my eye opened
let it see through to you
I wish for a new memory
for my artistry to befriend you
I wish to travel the world with purpose
walking with my head tilted to sky
my want is to see my help beheld
by every man woman cripple and child
I thank you Lord for giving this outsider a part
please ignite me so I will always remain
put mine toes on a rock heart
for you I shall never be seated in solitude
for you only a sliver of moldy cheese stains
for we know in part perfectly
yet still in me a gay leaf remains
9.11.2007
Currently Playing
mr.j.medeiros
Album
of gods and girls
Track:
Constance
pornography
so its been said stop
listen
you don't listen
let loose
then you listen
whats not said is the fret
the detriment you live in
the pain she feels you intend
like a gun
a bullet goes through your
and her head
collectively you are both dead
your mediating the paul bearers end
the gain he receives the profit margin
of a two man casket
operate the cooperation of the walking dead
and on and on
we all cry incessantly
we all wait for edible bread
this horror can't be made lovely
its altogether venomous
its altogether inadequate
do you see this
are you looking at the volume
the great measure of which I've bled
but it's here where all must diminish to memory
it's here where new story shall be met
for the hope of the deplenished it surety
the tallness of monsters is fallen at the sight of a cross
it's here we find grouped the broken down trodden
finally arms cut open everything is no longer loss
no more hidden is my birth pangs promise
its here I see a heart made in fleshly moss
no more pain
no more misery
the bullet intended for selfish reason
seems insanity
suddenly I see
all is gained which is in memory
nothing is beyond redemption
no hurt to emboldened
new blood prevents all loss
9.07.2007
not night
and we danced in that room
to that song but not that night
twas day and we both know
there was no twilight
no moon to struck
just me and you
broad was day
my room slight
this I write to you
a record of what happened
what led us to where we are now
past present intensity
at least that be my hope
another dance
another not night
but until then
we be mere poetry
missing
waiting
thinking
at least I am
about that not night
when I held you closely
motioning us onward
making a memory
of a not night
Authors Note: for leanna
9.05.2007
Currently Playing
John Debney
Album
The Passion of the Christ
Track:
Resurrection
My Lord to Ye
I am a person
I leave grow live dip and bark
I tree branch sing hope even lark
if tipped
I spill pour gush ooze
or shake my fist repeating this might hurt less if I landed on my shoes
if a learned man I be
I'll perform read write rhetoric decide author or retort
all these things making me what we be
all these things never getting me closer to thee
when alls said and done
no more better they make of me
none with slight significance
if none glorified thee
9.03.2007
Currently Playing
Aracely
Album
In The Sandbox
Track
Walk your way
the peace tree walk
you'll be happy to know
I failed today
walking easily the other way
blinded by my pride
this plainly I write out
giving in to anger
my hell did find me out
now what to do
disregard and put said monster at ease
feed the hunchback of ego dane
feed the strong jawed pit bull
feed the rat with cheese
no is my decision
for this is the very day he made to pull me out
writing my novela outside time's servitude
making the tall clock stout
with heel making a new pathway
leaving at curb the empty tease
this be freedom's branding tag
the real mark of peace in a soul his hand sees
for a flogging cannot bruise a righteous man
nor can tribulation run full course it's disease
for I have a perfect practitioner
the father demands my ease
Currently Playing
Enya
Album
Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring
Track
May It Be
that then day floating on morn'
my heart's been heavy
much to long
time to make this
the last journey home
head to heavy
much to long
all weight be gone
all weight be gone
round there hither
to where Ive yet to gone
all away all away
won't be long
shan't be wrong
for he leads me
taking all crooked psalm
sing no more heavy
won't be long
won't be long
8.30.2007
Currently Playing
Hans Zimmer
Album
The Last Samurai
Track
Small measure of peace
say-i-vior l-o-v-e
what is it?
all men seek it
time bows in awe of it
lovers are drawn into it
madmen even fail to kill it
regimes have yet to conquer it
alas the moon itself speaks of it
fathers bear sons and mirror it
families are binded due to their debt to it
sisters drown brothers in it
do you see it?
can you speak it?
poets still write of it
over and again we long to hear it
heaven overflows with it
give in because now you wish me to speak it
over and again we flock to it
empires fall who dominate by orphaning it
this world would be a barron womb if not for it
all watch but few intimately know it
never smelling
staying odorless
men climb mountains thinking they will find it
searching countless shores wooing it
pirates leave their treasure seeing it
and again and again we encounter it
say I it or do thee know it
how much differently a name can one give a rose
when the difference is to hold it
it even escaped Shakespeare
what a great poet
what do I speak of
love
love
love
love
so perfect it came from above
men seek it
in one another
then goes the one they love
too perfect for here I say
love
love
and again I say
love
Currently Playing
Hans Zimmer
Album
The Last Samurai
Track
Small measure of peace
bold minute
look here.
I'll pause.
transmit this to thee.
here is the smallness given.
all given to me.
a second.
the present.
the tiniest measure in time.
against my entirety.
the greatness within.
attempts to whisper me.
if this be love's choice description
then what can I make of me?
Authors note What do we have to boast about? (romans 4) We cannot even grasp God's love in this small thing we call time. In all of our so called intellect and knowledge what are we next to him? How absurd a thing for the creation be in any other position than submition and gratitude.
8.22.2007
I am the voice you turn to in the night
I am your savior
I am your christ
I am the love you either
hope with or misappropriate
I am your savior
I am your christ
to name me is certain
you have already done
I've either given you courage
or enmity
I am your savior
I am your christ
you might loosen your noose
then again maybe you've hung
with me you lose
or perhaps you've won
I'm who you turn to
either the left or to the right
up or down
true purpose
or perhaps a log in man's chimney pipe
I am your savior
I am your christ
you see I am what you make of the moment
I'm the light or the darkness
at the tunnels end you see
I'm the ultimate goal of a life's earnings
when all is said and done
the spreadsheet will either read
all for himself
or all for me
Currently Playing
Matisyahu
Album
Live at Stubb's
Track
Close my eyes
why im real
why I'm real?
ill tell you why
hand
foot
gut
spleen
a sigh
I breathe I touch
angered
then its you with a knife I might cut
but more likely an unkind word then touch
I hurt I feel
I reason that this you will feel
with intellect I surmise
with lust eyes fixed on a prize
I touch what I cannot see
even if that is black inside me
you see this is what makes me human
although I try and try
again and again
on the floor
kick spit growl and fuss
still I am what I am
no more
just the right amount of fire and cuss
all wrong impulses
nothing of fluff and care
oh is there someone
something
an aversion that dare?
to step within this sticky darkness
to take me out the rut
if this problem persists Ill admit
forever sure doth look like more than a black stump
but avast there is one
that did take me out
gave me hope a clean ship
a course sails and a merry stout
for him I'll attribute all fortune and fame
a pirate following his course
never to darkness do I now owe time
8.21.2007
Currently Playing
Gary Jules
Album
Mad World
Track
Mad World
walking slightly alone
thank you lord
I thank you
I thank because there is no one beside me
no wife sister mother or earthly father to guide me
none but you beside me
all have failed all have left me sickly
parting with sureness they fail me
so in my solitude I thank you
leaving all behind I thank you
giving me love to go beyond hurt I thank you
leading me with love to go beyond
thank you
letting go of pain I run on home
toward a light I've not known
with each slight moment I leave here
with every right decision I resist here
every moment
not here
8.18.2007
and the world did end
but we still dressed up that night
the people did war
but we waltz in our favorite hall
afterwards the bombs did confess a sweet still light
admitdly we were in awe
at the serenity of it all
how could it be
walking so lightly
admist the war the world did fight
so yes we did
dance and move alongside fright
civil we remained
despite
despite
though you might not believe
and though we will insist few might
the world did not end that day
the apocolypse did not come
earth had no real disaster in sight
and why
why you ask
do bomb shelters and rubble erase our midnight?
no we respond
the end isnt nigh
because we danced
we danced on with and through moonlight
caressing the union
in our hearts
despite
Author's note: a poem about hell, the end of the world, and heaven
8.14.2007
this heart is yours
please water it
grope it
poke it
exasperate
it
confuse it
relate to it
play music with it
plug your ipod nano into it
but use it
its yours
so please
please water it
dont ignore it
when it speaks
answer it
Ill pay the bill
long distance charges are fine
this heart has an ok credit check
just dont leave home without thinking about me
finally
I say to you
again
water it
and think of me
8.13.2007
Currently Playing
Bjork
Album
Post
Track
You've been flirting again
banana was me
if I were honest id be a ripe banana
theres no more time here in the sun
no way nor room for here and me to be
my decision is one of an informed fruit
knowing exactly why I'm here
who will eat me
even the time I'll fall from the tree
like I said I'm a ripe banana
ready to make love to nature in harmony
I'm smarter than my creator
no patience is what I need
I know it all and have seen it before
nothing can surprise a fruit
with teeth
Author's Note:
Psalm 8
1 O LORD, our Lord,
How excellent is Your name in all the earth,
Who have set Your glory above the heavens!
2 Out of the mouth of babes and nursing infants
You have ordained strength,
Because of Your enemies,
That You may silence the enemy and the avenger.
3 When I consider Your heavens, the work of Your fingers,
The moon and the stars, which You have ordained,
4 What is man that You are mindful of him,
And the son of man that You visit him?
5 For You have made him a little lower than the angels,[b]
And You have crowned him with glory and honor.
6 You have made him to have dominion over the works of Your hands;
You have put all things under his feet,
7 All sheep and oxen—
Even the beasts of the field,
8 The birds of the air,
And the fish of the sea
That pass through the paths of the seas.
9 O LORD, our Lord,
How excellent is Your name in all the earth!
8.11.2007
Currently Playing
Jason Upton
Album
Dying Star
Track
Burning in the sky
writ
now late
in this hour
I wonder this
well two but the latter
I might almost let miss
will people wisen up
and realize the true nature of why I post this
why poetry is dagger
slowly ripping up
the perpertrator of said writ
each pen stroke giving clue
to what makes the creator tick
my second thought hopefully giving new life
to those who do not fear poetry
who give no strong arm
to the power of a written wit
my pondering seemingly takes me to a place
where darkness becomes light
after being affected by life's kick
seeing hope after the wind all but left my lips
speaking life after being sure thats it
to care
after the quiet dim light
was most surely about to quit
not from me
does this warm candle stay lit
Author's note: Creator in the poem is a double Reference. One meaning refering to the writer and the second God. The God reference is secondary but it refers to how writing can bring one closer to God. In essence if writing is worship (meaning you do it for God) then you find God when writing.
8.09.2007
Beloved
Album
Failure On
Track
Death To Traitors
true love on thought
One wonders
do you know?
what makes a kiss meaningless
the element of its meaninglessness
when all your hopes are not recieved
left alone
loves romance not a conquest
I wonder
have you pondered
what makes true loves kiss not true bliss
feeling coldness after tasting spring on your lips
idle minds flow with dirt along steady streams
but i warn you with this
even though no man can avoid suffering
for a cold day in hell is in store for any man
who's kiss is later turned
to one man holding his warmth alone
wandering
8.07.2007
Heroes, Gods and Monsters of the Greek Myths
Author
Bernard Evslin
the eleventh hour
and as that hour
boots laced
came and stormed
humanity spoke its same old song
"we search and look but do not see
we know what we want so to each his own mind.
just let us be."
but closer this hour did march
ignored it was
the cries above
telling all to one song march
mercy the few said
these people are too far off
but like chicken little love did plead
and to no avail
the 12th hour came
self
lost
nothing indeed
Author's note: a poem about the end of the world. The eleventh hour is a scientific term. It refers to the last moment before change is possible. In case you are wondering they all pretty much say that's where earth is unless we change the way we live on planet earth as we know it.
wip.warnerbros.com/11thhour
breaking every moving thing you see
turning all to blood and grey
the wiltering world did fade away
turnt to the past of death
now embracing the requiem mass sung by graceful silhouettes
spread across the ominous caskets all aloud
all screaming
all shouting
this day you meet God
deeper I go into calamity
meaning all the while
this death be my only certainty
for the world itself has chewed me out
I have nothing left
no mind with which to spout
ideas ego pride
nor vanity
there is nothing left
no more
nothing
yet now
I see
8.06.2007
it's not a shame
for I am alive
and free
and breathing
nothing is dying
because
im here
thinking
creating
laughing
crying
Im not me
him
gave me no boundary
so then
I laugh
stay calm
rise
and ignore the nuclear bomb
the world will and might end
but I'll still grill some fries
with a side order of cheese
coke
smiles
Author's Note: stay inspired, because there IS a reason to. a poem for fans of John 14:19
Gorilla Biscuits
Album
Gorilla Biscuits
Track
Finish What You Started
anger management
I want
I were
I wish
Id rather be poor and loved and understood
loved by the one I understood
than be rich and wanted and misunderstood
having nothing
wanting everything
dear lord
on my knees
praying
stop this torture please
fists clenched
hear me please
brow tightening
so tight I cant see
but Ill leave one ear open
so I can hear thee
begging
believing you'll have mercy
realizing
this is something not promised to me
I know
death is what i should recieve in leu of free
but still I ask
send me the lover
understanding me
Author's note: I'm tired of being a pissed off. I just want to be unerstood. anyone ever fee like that?