lover?

So I'm wondering
wondering and
wondering about you
Do you laugh cry spit bark or even care
about anything I do
I love
but is that something you even know how to do?
you I love you.

care I wonder
do I why do I care about you
so much to give up
why do this or even go through

through with it do it complete
the thing we set out to do

or maybe it was just me
maybe perhaps it was all a ship of my making
and you the apathetic passenger
on a free ride or so you think
and when your small brain awakes
kerplunk.
we sink.