Beat

lifted up bouncing
levitate me
to the respectability of a sky

emotion enveloping
motion just ate me

I
feel
alright

being is for seeing
let my hand release this mourn

dance expression
but this is more

Ill be ok
Ill sing
walking walking

further away
its all around
like tinker bells fairy dust

I want more
fueling my gut

Im alright
always
ok

Dead skin



callously smooth
this runs all the way through
rottenly warm I grab a spoon

rubbing it all over like calimine lotion
I willll sleep awake
I will run in place

I will request pie in my face
my heart is not ready
I do not want to soar

Ill eat the salty bacon
nourishment no more

after Im done running
it will be dust to drink
no water for me

Ill bodybuild with pencil weights
gain muscle by lying on the floor

Im dead weight
with stamina like the golden gate

I cheated on that puzzle
keywords make me not poor

This is how my heart feels
not caring that it needs you
like warmth from the sun

so wake me Lord
resuscitate the perfectly late
don't leave me alone with me my date
rescue this lopsided boat

callous hangnail and unfortunate dead skin

Fortnight

Parted lips a waking cry
a valley of death my hearts desire

I look inward an oasis I see
a isle of distraction
a dark cloud obstructing thee

I wait in the darkness
forgetting the light
no pain or misery
bliss confused by delight
awkward is my unveled misery

stumbling over light

proceeding down the pew seats
drunkard man blind and new


I make my way past the vestibule
stiff as oak with speech like mice
truth a welcome hangover
lasting longer than two times a fortnight


slowly gaining my stillness
going nowhere
just light
blessed
blessed
blessed....
light.

(This is a hymn I wrote)



Jesus our mast of mercy


Blessed risen you bring me to your height
Seated triumphant with septor crown on my heart

Oh victorious champion brimming with delight
You bring children gladness
Your kingdom aressts all this worlds night

In your presence my knees fail to provide tension
I lay prostrate a servants delight

O maker of the universe please give me sight
hold me forever like a son
never again alone your beauty is warm light.

Grace is what I was given
making your wrath a Gardner
forgiveness abounds like day follows night

And I said to the man who stood at the gate of the year:

"Give me a light, that I may tread safely into the unknown!"

And he replied:

"Go out into the darkness and put your hand into the Hand of God.

That shall be to you better than light and safer than a known way."

This poem was quoted by King George 6th

Christmas 1939

I want to be
far away from me

a chimney top
candy mountain top

Inside of me
its not a possibility

for Im the reason
for my own calamity

falsetto ring

I won't win

I'm a broken man

my pride in hand


I wish I could be

on that rainbow

walking to someplace else

away..
away from here


But perhaps
Ill hold out my hand
grab a rope balloon ride hope

and go over the treetops
cliffs trains and local trucker stops

outlasting a bitter moment
Impossible bends.... don't it?

I have decided to follow


at this point
this juncture in a fold of time

Id like to pause
with an architectured rhyme
something to invest
in a crevice of your mind

a word of endurement
a plea from my mind


a heartfelt cry
a savior will answer me
one who endured the loss
and flung himself onto eternity


so I a soldier on
a combatant in arms
duely serve his army
smoking gun and sore arms

I salute and serve with boldness
smoke and blood in my eye
Ill endure patiently and march from here
for a soldier embraces his calm

no turning back
no going home
Ill embrace my pity
wait for the great beyond

One day Ill take that lilly covered fairy.......
my window folded flag in arms

Love respect you

It doesnt matter
who you are
I love you
I respect you

dont even matter
how you talk
Ill still hug you

when were both old and dusty
Or if our friendship expires
Ill recollect you
remembering all our good times
the times we sat and drank wine

Im pressed to say
you're wierdness is my sunny day
the oddness of us
never one way

I enjoy you still
my opposing thought
a verbal rush

whatever you are
whoever you are
I love you
I respect you

I love you..
I respect you...

love respect you...

Freaks

the one cast out
feared and on whom
normals cast doubt

I call you my freaks
there is no need to be discreet
the one who were maid lain

those laughed at
scorned
shamed

there is a coolness
to who you are
dont run
be shamed
pull your hair

for the lame will be a remnant
a sripe of pride
will bond us clear

Metal

chugga chugga
whirl whirl
head spin down
perhaps a curl

melodic chords
reign like fire

spit cool tones
scream beautiful mire

this unholy chorus
it burns in my soul

God bless rock and roll
this wretched beautiful son

Frist rule of flying


sky sky
poderosa in the sky

I see moon beams
I see lakes
it's a rodeo sized cosmological feast
for each eye

In it I see you
a different expression each time

I look up and look up
and get some cloud in my eye

I pray
that this time tomorrow
the grey turns a silver line

Then Ill blast off into tomorrow
no more red dawn in my eye