me and my fiance. She still makes my heart beat faster.





What and she in like

like water
in the dry parts of my soul
like sweetness
insert all goodness
inside and out soft and perfect
chewy yet refined
never demanding
patient loving and kind
a triple threat
so easy ill never have to
word play
Ill just say what she is
then rewind and stare
like a silent still moment
in the wind
nothing but truth between us
no lies
what we see is what you get
felt it
flawed yet flawless
persistent yet not wreckless
everything yet still filling it
beginning yet beginning
this is the start of bliss
my love for her
..countless.

Wind Fly

Here is the testimony - Please listen to this first - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zo6Nu5W256M
Here is the song - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJuxESbF_GA




when you look at me
is that all you see
a quiet still figure
that cant keep you company

when you look for me
what do you see
did you notice
my arms
reaching and
watching thee
I truly
truly do
love thee

Headnoise - Peace lyrics
(These are lyrics to the song "peace" by Headnoise)


glory to God in the highest
and on earth good will toward men
the angel shouted the prince of peace is here
the prophets words are fulfilled
the messiah has come
the spirit of the sovereign lord is with us
preaching good news to the poor
binding up the broken hearted
proclaiming freedom to the captives and
release from darkness the prisoners
2000 years later firebombs and teargas in ancient Bethlehem
the world in distress by the bad blood of ethnic hate and war
millions are plagued by unprecedented suffering and despair
nation will rise against nation and kingdom against kingdom
there will be famine and earthquakes in various places
all this is the beginning of birth pains
America a society of chaos
feelings of tension in our streets hostile confrontations
bigger crowds lashing out in protest on one issue after another
our generation - - - hellish divorce court turning friends into enemies
ripping families apart deeper they run
adult and children talk about dark years of family abuse and hatred
distraught mother kills her baby
the villain boyfriend is blamed
the machine of nihilism has destroyed the idea
that there is truth leaving the youth disillusioned and angry
this is the backdrop of the stage of a million wrongful things on earth
a world of the blind leading the blind in the dark
Christ warned us of the coming wars and the rumors of war
in conflict still he promises peace for all who believe in him
listen closely "peace I leave with you. my peace I give you not as the world gives do I give you.
do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid"
the world in all its efforts cannot give lasting peace to you
it only has lies and pain and germane history to heed
lonely and cold each year adding to the sorrow in our lives we reach for anything but God
to fill our emptiness
still denying ourselves that we can cope with real LOVE JOY AND PEACE
Jesus Christ comes with rest for our weary soul if only we trust in him
anything else we try is futile and empty
listen closely "peace I leave with you my peace I give you not as the world gives do I give.
do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid"
remember war and hate is rooted in the human heart
for years we have tried to obtain but still we fight and covet
like an unplugged chord dangling in the abyss
our lifeline to god
our soul hangs lifelessly severed and separated by our pride and unwillingness
to believe we can be loved, forgiven, and held by God himself
the nations will collide around you your world may crash
but if you trust and believe in Jesus Christ to save you
then you will have true peace in your soul
as for you you were dead in your transgressions and sins
in which you used to live when you followed the ways of the world
but because of his great love for us God who is rich in mercy
made us alive with Christ
It is by grace you have been saved

What. that. If?

If god is love
what are we getting away with when we hate?

If Jesus is charity
then what money have we saved when we dont help
that beggar on the street

If God is Justice
then how safe are we when we don't speak in place the oppressed
not caring for those who dont have enough to eat

If Jesus is love
If Jesus is love...

If God is our father
then what great life have you gained by ignoring or leaving your kids?

If the good Lord is hope
then what could possibly be encouraging about one more Gossip like word?

If Jesus is community
then why leave out the weakest among you because he cant afford or is in need?

If Jesus is wealth
then is not living sacrificially gain?

We move away when we think we're moving toward
we push away and walk comfortably on a bed of thorns

we make Christ in our own image
all the while the cross is scorned..

Yurievnachnay

Silence
is all I hear
fine
forces will still bear
mistakes I've made
will dig me a grave
its your soul I see
want to bath in it
make no mistake

not love grandeur
ill do anything
to make us right

I'll fight dragons
or lasso the night

its your smile I covet
the curly grin of your hair

I never want anything but
love in your stare

I long to feel
your hot breath on my lash
perfect eyes and lips
back right leg and face

when my heart pumps blood
into your ventricle its us I can taste
I know you're mine

right now I feel your hands chilling down my spine
you're a goosebump

doctor says I dont have much time
for these won't just sit and wait
they will infect your mind
making it give up the race

doc says:
make peace with your
dear and fluffy lord
because this will take life's taste
say goodbye cruel world
call mom and tell her to prepare the wake
for this ol' gal
won't settle for anything but a
coffin
tea biscuits
and your head on a plate
its the bump o' death
and the two of you aren't at a stalemate
you'll lose son
and your life she'll take

so now I know
without
not an option
on one knee

for YOUR mind
heart
and life I take

with
i'll NEVER settle for without
complete set with rib to boot
together with you

what a grand design we make.

lover?

So I'm wondering
wondering and
wondering about you
Do you laugh cry spit bark or even care
about anything I do
I love
but is that something you even know how to do?
you I love you.

care I wonder
do I why do I care about you
so much to give up
why do this or even go through

through with it do it complete
the thing we set out to do

or maybe it was just me
maybe perhaps it was all a ship of my making
and you the apathetic passenger
on a free ride or so you think
and when your small brain awakes
kerplunk.
we sink.

Currently listening to: "Foreign Tongue" by Alela Diane



flight

no where
I'll no longer stay here
drink a flask of air

im outta here
up up
up in the air

flight im taking
tired of my farina spinkled with despair

this poppy seed bagel
morning air
sunshine
and the good Lord's air I trust

everyday
with pushups a must
everyday
with laughter
hold the fuss

I ride I sail
I king I try
I motion I rock
I steer with rudder

I love I believe
I try despite pain

the cure aaron said
it's in that pain

you blues traveler
you midnight red-eye
packer

take flight
no more fear for you
one eyed willy
purposeful pirate

...yo ho me hearty
yo ho...

truthless heroes

forget
the thought of my hand let
letting up
giving
fading way
no longer participating in a strut

this painful dance will continue
dont let the nothing save your soul

not hollow
forever
not
hollow

I will be remade
on the day named again

I'll survive
come tommorow
..if that day comes
ill get up
n' be born gain'

one more thing
in the corner of my mind

this too will past
i decide
uncover the man

emerge from the shadows
my honor never wanted to hide

Ill endure this thing
ill push ahead

no more procrastination
lazy
boyhood
not manning up
slave wages
love not taking over

dead
dead
and again I say
dead.