Currently Playing
Lifehouse
Album
No Name Face

Track:
Simon

Sweet Den
sender and receiver
fear not this is the only transmission of this kind
I whisper to you
with wonderment I think
'will you understand not only hear'
letting words free
releasing vowels from lips
one last grasp from the heart
I let go
you receive my clumsy metaphors
eyes widened
and with one smile
adding to what I once conceived
as divine

Authors note: for Andrea

Currently Playing
Lifehouse
Album
No Name Face

Track:
Simon

Adamite

at times it seems love was a spectral thing
always getting the win
me always letting it in
but other times wine seemed less divine
I've left it in the bollocks
but truth remains
and there I found a lull in a cursed lulliby
captured by hope
erased but still
my legs walk along a withered capulet
a tired moon
wasted pirouette
I dance in the dark
guided then by a useless mind now worn

but at once a light
blind motion given meaning
God's journey not in vein
and this is what it meant
all along
to hope
give
burn
die
arise
only to live again
pain being gain
alive to you
new wings never the same


Authors note: a tale of romance

prayer disconnection


oh what grace this is
that came to be
that you God could love a wretched
a twisted thing such as me
mine eyes are just as wasted
at times my soul seems just as separated
but still
you perfect love me
the heavens twist and flex
bend and reach
fitting my wayward design
filling mine
oh what grace this is that came to me
that God would love a wretched thing
like me

Currently Playing
Against me!
Album
Reinventing Axl Rose
Track
Eight Hours of Sleep



Stand strong and salute

with his army suit on he lay there
outside the door he could hear
lovely whispers of gratitude
wife full of tears sitting beside him
grasping his medal in one hand and hers in the other he slipped away
more then a noted memory he swam away
on a cold day in autumn he slipped away
now he found himself seated at a clean white table
with others like him
with honorificabilitudinity in their hearts
courage and discipline in thier minds

a place kept clean by dutiful men
just like himself
everything perfect and pristine
the very chairs lined with every jewel and ruby imaginable
polished with ferver

with awe he looked at nothing but bright light
all bright light surrounding
it was at that moment
when his observations peaked
all the pain lack of compassion and honorableness
every backward way in the life of former
seemed dim
beacuase now all his suffering was worth it
all was validated
for the sight of a white cloud he now sat on
floating in the sky


Authors note- Heaven is worth it

Galatians 6:9 (New International Version)

9Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.

Currently Playing
Jeffrey Lewis
Album
The Last Time I did Acid I went Insane
Track:
Heavy Heart

Heavy Heart
the sky cracked
the scepter descended
the sheep collected
and suddenly he was accepted
looking around he found himself in a white room
with a chair
and a smile
with two arms and some feet
he came in the pleasant white room
with a chair
glowing white
then with eighteen teardrops in his heart
the boy cried
not knowing he or any other life form
could feel this light
and right before the eighteenth tear drop
dropped
he caught it
said "that makes seventeen"
wiping them away
and this one doesn't count
the boy then asked his only question
the only question he'd ask
one single question for all eternity

"were you in the rain"
"I mean are you in the rain"
he just smiled
turned around
walked out the door leaving it open
the boy watching with wonderment
floating away


Authors Note:
Revelation 21:4
4 He will wipe away from them every tear from their eyes. Death will be no more; neither will there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain, any more. The first things have passed away."

Play true love Hardcore on my Gibson SG
hmm.. yea this is what I want
it's still me desire
butterflies candy rings
and a wedding ring tattoo
from my future belle
my sweet baboo my longed for 'eternal fire'
soft lips swapping spit
tree swinging
and yes I'm the one to say it
harps singing
violins hitting lovely notes
our love could surely cope

because my desire is still you
the sweet serpentine I've yet to meet
I'm dancing in place
ignoring the world
because you are still my hearts desire
strumming chords
in that easy G
with double peadals
ready to accept anything
even keys in minor

Play true love Hardcore on my Gibson SG

hmm.. yea this is what I want
it's still me desire
butterflies candy rings
and a wedding ring tatto
from my future belle
my sweet baboo my longed for 'eternal fire'
soft lips swapping spit
tree swining
and yes I'm the one to say it
harps singing
violins hitting lovely notes
our love could surely cope

becuase my desire is still you
the sweet serpentine I've yet to meet
I'm dancing in place
ignoring the world
because you are still my hearts desire
strumming chords
in that easy G
with double peadals
ready to accept anything
even keys in minor

Play true love Hardcore on my Gibson SG

hmm.. yea this is what I want
it's still me desire
butterflies candy rings
and a wedding ring tatto
from my future belle
my sweet baboo my longed for 'eternal fire'
soft lips swapping spit
tree swining
and yes I'm the one to say it
harps singing
violins hitting lovely notes
our love could surely cope

becuase my desire is still you
the sweet serpentine I've yet to meet
I'm dancing in place
ignoring the world
because you are still my hearts desire
strumming chords
in that easy C
with double peadals
ready to accept anything
even keys in minor

Play true love Hardcore on my Gibson SG

hmm.. yea this is what I want
it's still me desire
butterflies candy rings
and a wedding ring tatto
from my future belle
my sweet baboo my longed for 'eternal fire'
soft lips swapping spit
tree swining
and yes I'm the one to say it
harps singing
violins hitting lovely notes
our love could surely cope

becuase my desire is still you
the sweet serpentine I've yet to meet
I'm dancing in place
ignoring the world
because you are still my hearts desire

Fear bot
then at once the world was a light
they flickered then vanished from sight
my dad became my eyes
and a dark sky my only insight
as my mind molded something
I never could quite see
fear was a thing
you could dine with quite easily

but all at once my world blew a fuse
left with nothing
confused
pondering the foundation my feet did walk?
neigh crawled
for this night is a new day
new dawn
new feel
a man looses master
looses a world
recieves new zeal


Authors note: "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom" (Prov. 1:7

Fear bot

then at once the world was a light
they flickered then vanished from sight
my dad became my eyes
and a dark sky my only insight
as my mind molded something
I never could quite see
fear was a thing
you could dine with quite easily

but all at once my world blew a fuse
left with nothing
confused
pondering the foundation my feet did walk?
neigh crawled
for this night is a new day
new dawn
new feel
a man looses master
looses a world
recieves new zeal


Authors note: "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom" (Prov. 1:7

lightly salted

you are what
I feel its not
me that wants
so reform what I'm
comprised of
make me
a dendriform loosely
shaking in your winds
so responsive
to the water and
your winds

lead me to this moment
tornado flash flood catatonic disaster
a deep space band aide
reflecting a return
filling a void
promising lasting change

Reality mic check


I'm sadly glad to say what Ive found
because the truth is on that day
it was the grey sharks that kept us in line
along the blue river
atop a boat
cruising along those raging waves
it was the grey sharks with long teeth
that kept us all in line
along that long blue river
called georgia
it was our fear that kept us all in line
I'm sorry to say but all is true
we came and saught something larger inside
but all we found was a great grey monster
a long river
and a small elongated nothing
etched deep within our own lot


Authors note: the fear of the Lord is the begining of wisdom. Its wise to let go of our own egos and realize that we need God.

Currently Playing
Luti-Kriss
Album
Throwing Myself
Track:
Bonus Track


Im alive

now all I feel is cold
my fingers composing numb
touching the strings with no nerve endings
strumming with no will to play
a sister taken from brother
all the while dancing in a grave
praying for a note
remembering a concerto
and the whole time we all feel dead inside
not being able to feel the light setting

Authors note: a poem about compassion