4.26.2006

Currently Playing
Lifehouse
Album
No Name Face


Track:
Everything







nevermind the long love story (a poem of hope)

and then her heart felt its demise
she put her hands out
then up in surrender
giving in to mine eyes
you are the one I wanted
for years I missed it
so caught up in my fear
mi amor
such a fool I was
blind
unaware but now free
then then the lovers flew
together
a love that was never meant
now will be


authors note - tried some new things with this poem.... hope your heart likes it
Currently Playing
No Doubt
Album
The Beacon Street Collection


Track:
Blue in the Face








girls suck

hey nice guys this is for you

If you have a million girls in your life who just want to be your friend

this is for you

If you constanly get told by females how awesome you are but somehow remain single

this is for you

If you are told how attractive you are and consistently told you'll find someone from your female friends

this is for you

If you are tired of just being friends with females but deep inside realize its amazing to have that friendship and you want to kick yourself for not being able to be a jerk

this is for you

If you're a hopeless romantic

this is for you

If you are losing hope in the female gender

this is for you

If you realize that alot of females don't know what they want when they say they want a "nice guy" or "good man"

this is for you

If you look at the stars and hope one day to share the entire sky with one woman and die next to her

this is for you

If no one in this world aside from God above understands your heart and you feel you wont ever find that mate

this is for you
this is for you
this is for you
this is for you



Authors note: life goes on
Currently Playing
Madison Greene
Album
Think the Dancers Mad


Track:
Collide




Collide

first let me start off by saying this isnt
about Christian women...
sort of but not really
you see there is something wrong
when a woman wants the weary
the bad
the raper and delerious
to be her mate
there is something odd
when a women made in the image
of Christ the nice guy
love your enemy guy
I'm your head servent guy
rejects the family guy
the I'll be with you forever guy
the I'll romance you alone guy
the I wont abuse you guy
the
nice
guy
to me that says no future
to me that reads an uncertain world
to me I regard that with liverspots
on the skin of society
a cancer in the battered minds of women
when a Christian woman
made in the image of God
spends her waking life
ignoring the head
and skinning the blind


Authors note: Don't spend you life licking your wombs life is too short and you might miss the little nice guy. And Christian women, stop taking these Christian guys for granted. Stop acting like the world and seek God before you choose your mate. You can mess it up just like anyone assuming you know God's will.
Currently Playing
Madison Greene
Album
Think the Dancers Mad


Track:
the Eastern






Healing

little
by little
I stop bleeding


"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD , 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.'" - Jeremiah 29:11

4.23.2006

Currently Playing
Ebirdlove
Album


Track:
How can I say





Trainhopping

there's nothing in this world left for us.

there's nothing in this world left for us.

there's nothing in this world left for us.

I'm going to board this train now
a long journey away from city lights
I'm hopping this train today.

with a companion
a pot
and a pan


Author's note: Follow your heart. Not the shallow stream of society.
Luke 12:34 (KJV): For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

Currently Playing
Hillsong
Album
More than Life United

Track
where the love lasts forever





I'm Open

with you with you
when its morning I feel you
when I run my hands through the grass
you're there
each day passes each day comes
but today
is all I have
and you are "it" today
you are a romantic waltz
a close friend
my words become plain speak
the words of a child
and I remember
provoking mine heart to utter:
"the simplest love
is usually the most likely of explanations"
the warmest feeling
is usually home
though we walk aimlessly
its possible to find a certain destination
for I looked
and found you
I hurt
so you completed me
treading though the streets destitute and alone
I could hardly walk
but you took me in for free
with your open arms
letting my lie abide with thee
oh how glad I was when you said
child come
to me
your savior
and I'll be the one
to set you free


Author's Note: this poem is about Jesus Christ

4.19.2006

Currently Playing
Mai Yamane
Album
Cowboy Bebop Original Soundtrack Vol 3.


Track:
Blue







Aristotle Was A Pirate



nothing is "that which rocks dream of"
look at the ball bounced right off the edge
I see trees and stars and paint
vivid bold and grey
I paint a martyrs solitude
against cave walls not even there
Im alive and pissing folly
I skank into a trip
I play with knives and get cut
sitting on a hill onlooking a light
shining
pressing against my eyelids
this life is not a requiem mass
because I cried for those children in Uganda
Im a beat and my heart is bloody
I can hear
and sing
and song
I think therefore I sweat
I reach out for your confusion
hugging the dead
to consort with folly

Authors Note: the quote in the begining is from Aristotle "nothing is that which rocks dream of" this poem is of course about Athiesm. I of course am not an athiest. .. I love everybody despite thier belief system. Regardless if I agree with them or not.

4.18.2006

Currently Playing
U2
Album
The Joshua Tree


Track:
With or Without You






Dance Dusk Dusk Dance


tonight I wish I had a partner
to dance
to dance through the park and gravel and streets
tonight we would laugh and stop
and weep
and share and lock hands
and time
wouldn't matter
because we'd be dancing together
and we'd talk and concern
and discern and advise then
bear one another getting
closer to walking to and riding to
arriving then acomplishing
coming
closer to a truth one reality
two becoming more than just a flirt
fleeting emotion loving commotion
putting a ring around something
that transcends time so wrong was I
learning you can be part of my
purpose
kissing souls with a "long eventually" find destiny

4.14.2006

Currently Playing
Rise Against
Album
Siren Sound of the Counter Culture


Track:
Blood to Bleed





Amber Tree

right now.
there are no tears
but eyes
just a smile
and a bright moon
I'm inside
of a funnel
leading to a pasture
milking neon grass
thats hugging a tree
on a path
going fast
unaware of any signs
no red
just green

I'm crossing now...
a street with no lamps
guided by that bright circle
in the night
unaware and not a care
following my mother nature
your eyes
and red hair

Currently Playing
Ennio Morricone
Album
Kill Bill Vol 2.


Track:
Il Tramanto





Seven Seas, One Blackbeard

Im sorry I fear
I
projected this on you
and all you were looking for
was sea
I
apologize
because in your eyes I thought I saw
a beauty a stout flower fourishing in a storm
content in a foot of snow
miraculously warm
my dear my love with a mistaken identity
forgive me because I'm sorry
I mistook my feelings on you
for this dream's touch feels like a dark letter
and I wonder
will I ever reach a dream inside
to lose what one never lost
dining far to often with contingency
having none with whom to spoliate
leaving lonely a pirate's lot
caring less for the ship and a voyage lost
looking ahead
with no first mate to embark

4.12.2006

Currently Playing
Simple Minds
Album
the Breakfast Club Soundtrack


Track: Dont You Forget About Me







Living Till Dawn


fall fall leaving gone down
out this plane now
with a parachute
no veil
no lies
one thousand feet a minute
my parachute my savior
fall fall leaving gone down
slipping away
leaving town
this world is a feather
and a soggy memoir
two million feet a minute
praying you'll never hit ground

4.07.2006

Currently Playing
Sick Of It All
Album
Call to Arms


Track: (Just a) Patsy








En Veritas Patsy You


the war is on
I fight you
you try
you fail
I win
I succeed
your patsy I'm not
fallen from a face
redeemed by conflicts blood
I'll claw my way to the end
Volenti non fit iniuria
I overcome
Virtute et armis
I Vive hodie


Authors note: latin-
**Virtute et armis - By courage and by arms
**Vive hodie - Live today (not tomorrow)
**Volenti non fit iniuria - A person who consents does not suffer injustice

4.05.2006

Currently Playing
Jennifer Knapp
Album

Kansas

Track: Martyrs and Thieves




Oatmeal Ax

I'm sitting on a ray of light
It slipped pass the window
my floor got lucky
I'm waiting for an understanding
or something to wilt inside
here again but not wanting to be
looking back
wanting to go on
Im hurting
begging my sanity
then I look down
in my hand
is a notice
reading: two lefts truly do make one's guts right
a wrong direction is just a path
and knowlege comes to men weary and traveled
bonding one's character is a roadtrip
hold on and fight until the hour of late
unmasking is the nature of the distance
but perfection will bloom with death knocking at your gate
sufficed to say alongside that note
I held steadfast to hope

4.01.2006

Currently Playing
Living Sacrifice
Album
Concieved in Fire

Track:
Intro Again






Reach for the Sky

God
be that huge
be that sky
be as big as is to me
the fear I feel is to often
and there are no breaks in between
but if you were that huge
if you were that big to me
no men would be giants

selah

you don't grant wishes
but your words are promise
command me Lord
vanquish me my enemy
and when I awake give me another
taking away all serpents
and entrusting my soul
giving life to the living

Authors note: dedicated to connie aka tampon rockets. keep on reaching for the sky:) happy birthday buddy!