12.30.2006

Currently Playing
Coldplay
Album
A Rush Of Blood to the Head
Track
warning sign






to the lover of my soul

so this is regret
for Im let alone with just a few thoughts
thinking I realize
you're greater than a sunrise
but I can't stand right now to look in your eyes
your voice sweeter than hummingbirds in love
so far scathed I shut my ears
measuring my pinebox and the plot where I should lie
you touch my hand
assuring regrets requim mass
writing the two hundred page mastery
undesereved you take me in
doing whatever it takes
you let me in
taking away our last kiss
I live again


Authors Note - Dear God, I'm sorry

12.26.2006

Currently Playing
Flee The Seen
Album
Doubt Becomes The New Addiction
Track
I'll be back Sunday






for right now

today
is all you have
for right now
live

12.21.2006

Currently Playing
Puddle Of Mud
Album
Come Clean
Track:
Blurry





Soul Gazer


I've invented it
the amazing two ton soul gazer
it peers peeks plucks and picks
with this device I'll know your wits

it's ten feet tall and eight feet wide
fitting into a two inch door
weighing the price of a feather
the amazing dreamably intricate soul gazing thing

necessity authored it's invention
now with impatience I will get in

to know your eyes
and be your skin
was the reason to create
this grandiose small intrepid thing

12.18.2006

Currently Playing
In The Face Of War
Album
We Make Our Own Luck
Track:
Here We Are, Here And Now





All im given



all I've been given is this moment
the silence after my confessions
and in this
I'm the saint
the hero
the plunder
the plundered
the loss coupled with a new vision
a father
who's son's birth led him to pray


I'm sung
attempted
attrophied
not fleeting
but here on a forever stay

this moment is everything
my entire life's innermost desire
today



Author's Note: Don't EVER Give Up.

Philippians 1:6 (New International Version)
New International Version (NIV)

6being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.

12.15.2006

the fiction love wrote

this is the last poem I write to a girl made of confetti
the last time I give my heart to one more line
no more anguish over something I've yet learnt
mathematically speaking
all obsessions adding up to a glassy silhouette

a final goodbye to a boyish bravado
my bow to a gentleman's wish
my latter being a cold harder reality
that these thoughts and dancing lines of flighty poetry
have wasted time better spent

12.06.2006


Currently Playing
Hopesfall

Album
The Satellite Years

Track
Only The Clouds






Being Confident

hope never dies
but failure tries
and tries
and tries
ready to pounce on my victory lap
slipping mickey's underneath a bannana peel

convincing the judge to falsify a race
coveting my award and falsifying my results

no hope never dies
but failure will always try

so I run a fool's race
towards something I'm unlikely to win

no hope can't die
so try try
and I say it again
try

Author's Note: Phil 1:6 "6being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus."

12.04.2006

Currently Playing
Lifehouse
Album
Lifehouse
Track:
Come Back Down







love poem i'd wish to write


yes i was walking
but after my eye met you i was pausing
my every brain function in suspense
my heart continuing
having a mind of its own
and this
this is my clumsy love poem
once again life pausing
to mindlessly consider
what if we were together
and ive done more to have met a stranger


Author's Note: this poem is about a girl I saw in my store. yea... didnt talk to her. but we kind of stared at each other. Instances like these make me wonder if there is love at first sight.

12.03.2006

Currently Playing
Jason Mraz
Album
Waiting For my Rocket to Come
Track:
sleep all day








love mud


you see that's what I wish
one by one and a cell by a cell
me knowing every part of your brain
browsing the books of your mind to pass the time
then we fall
in love
the bottom of our shoes covered in it
sticky and muddy but unmistakable
yea
a wish and more than a wisp
souls still do fall in love