12.23.2011







Galactica 17 

For unto us a Son is given.
This earth rejoice
It's mirth this day beginning
let everyone take heart and brace
this day a new morn
we've experienced his face

from age to age his baby skin now shed
put trust.
take hope.
celebrate.
that day of salvation
...our galactic bread

10.27.2011


Relentless

Today I woke with the sun in my eyes

performing I crashed

was thought to be my demise

but God rushed in to my surprise

said all will end

calm your heart

just wait stop

listen

the demise is demised

and then in the backroom

a rumbling occurred

a broken scratched scruffy melody

erupted the sky

then all at once the child choir spoke

evangelizing my darkness

it would not relent

Christ woke the dungeon

and would not let me rest

he burned my coffin

and told me to go

there are more who've never seen a cake's repentance

lest any attempt to deny

my glory does move oceans

my canopy covers the sky

my love is amazing

then grace made fireworks fill my belly like pie

9.20.2011

#occupywallstreet

If you're working class you were born with a "gun" in your hand.

fighting an invisible man.

with a taste in your mouth you can't stand

your life is a line in the sand

economics are controlled by a few man

you shoot and fire

while your feet are in sinking sand

face red

fist clenched

you cry out

what does it mean...

to be human?

and why am I struggling

for rights

when I have two legs upon which to stand?

8.03.2011




Twilight


I was left in the dark
black as night

alone in the pitch
tone like midnight

left in this bigness
empty and silent
vacant Im wearied

then incidentally
a barely twinkled weary
star performed
and gave me some light
limping

all at once they all of them
every star singing
this vacancy whispered
Im winning

this darkness is much less
than I percieved
at the mercy of this twilight army

but wait they said
wait for the mercy of our father
for we are but twilight
a shadow of his light

when he shines
the tears will fall from your eyes

and I turned my eyes
so blinding it did shine

the sun in my eyes
light

so help me God
light took my mind

......and it did shine....

7.27.2011



Cosmic Love

If the road to destruction is wide
keep me to your narrow path oh Lord

use me to usher the few
into the dirt of your kingdom

for I'd rather not witness the walking dead
zombies delight in misery

a fleeting hope in vanity
chasing the wind with perfect glee

holding nothing with passionate fire
celebrating a rotting mire

bollocks ingesting and eating thier mind
this lot will not be born again inside


So keep me my lord lost in your cosmic arms
this world is rotating dead
we all need perfect love

7.25.2011





A Loss win



Thank you Lord
for you've been
an eye opener
letting me view my sin
letting me know
what an ass I've been
for consuming my wishes
and letting love win

for showing me a shape
as hard as the wind
for faith it seems
waters my soul like the caribean
I boast in the cross alone

for you my Lord

loss is win

7.12.2011

Words: James Proc­tor.

Music: Ira D. Sankey (1840-1908) (MI­DI, score).

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Nothing, either great or small—
Nothing, sinner, no;
Jesus died and paid it all,
Long, long ago.

Refrain

“It is finished!” yes, indeed,
Finished, ev’ry jot;
Sinner, this is all you need,
Tell me, is it not?

Refrain

When He, from His lofty throne,
Stooped to do and die,
Ev’rything was fully done;
Hearken to His cry!

Refrain

Weary, working, burdened one,
Wherefore toil you so?
Cease your doing; all was done
Long, long ago.

Refrain

Till to Jesus’ work you cling
By a simple faith,
“Doing” is a deadly thing—
“Doing” ends in death.

Refrain

Cast your deadly “doing” down—
Down at Jesus’ feet;
Stand in Him, in Him alone,
Gloriously complete.

Refrain

6.16.2011

Let go my love
and you will see from me
all the things I promised thee


when all the world has turnt to black shrinking spire
come
make the darkness a liar

6.11.2011




Thought Raid

No matter what thought
doth come to me

the strange and ill
or what fall oversteps me

there is one thing I know
and will always posses me

his grace it does
and is now me

I will look upon it as a stranger
the wackness of my mind
the green and odd color
which always arrives in due time

I'll send it to the corner
accepting my Jacob's wall
are you ready to be you
says my savior
come one two and all

together we all since
one enormous song

because of my hero
pause
cry
joy

my Lord ... such a dance...

6.09.2011

http://relevantrevolution.com/mp3/piper-glory.mp3


Glory

Dusty road
marching on
a soldiers burden
is to continue on

wreckless is my mind
feet be worn
still I go
singing a soldiers song

it isnt pretty
on key tune or point
it isnt always exact


if given flight
it couldnt sit perfectly on a perch


my soldiers song
my soldiers song
all it does

is march continually on

6.07.2011





Lovers cosmic moon..

(listen to the music while reading :))


my lover said to me
today you don't love me
but when you do
ill trade you those two smooth rocks for the moon

sure I said for I'll have you both
cake I will cherish, have it, then eat it too

then my lover said
this cannot be
our boat will sink
cake plus us
in my mind this I cannot think

but I will tarry here
every day God sends
I'll sit right here
waiting for those two round stones
all for me

for my wages are the moon
all for you it seems


so the lover said to my soul
but I could not hear
so my lover waited
and waited
and waited


we both grew old
grey and weary

then one day
I could see the moon
big and bright
so huge
overwhelming me
perplexed I said
how on earth could my lover promise this to me?


for two round stones?
madness describes this thomas crown affair
for 7 sleepless nights did I wrestle
sleeping awake
thinking of my lover

then one dawn right beore the sun rose
my lover did I meet
my weary heart
collapsing at my lovers feet

and we melted and kissed
floating far away
leaving my stones by the river
you wouldn't believe how quickly
they floated away...


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I love you Jesus. Thank you so much...





Mere Words





The only words that matter to me
are the consonants and vowels my heavenly father spoke to me.

from the dust I move
dance myself awake

his aroma I smell
its his love I take

put it in my minds repository
keeping it safe

no more satisfaction for my enemies
no pity no fate

I stride down that chiminey alter
this ended

all made right
bought
purchased
proud owner of this estate
Break thy schemes of earthly joy

John Newton. Olney Hymns (1799), Book III, 36.




I asked the Lord that I might grow
In faith, and love, and every grace;
Might more of his salvation know,
And seek, more earnestly, his face.

’Twas he who taught me thus to pray,
And he, I trust, has answered prayer!
But it has been in such a way,
As almost drove me to despair.

I hoped that in some favored hour,
At once he’d answer my request;
And by his love’s constraining pow’r,
Subdue my sins, and give me rest.

Instead of this, he made me feel
The hidden evils of my heart;
And let the angry pow’rs of hell
Assault my soul in every part.

Yea more, with his own hand he seemed
Intent to aggravate my woe;
Crossed all the fair designs I schemed,
Blasted my gourds, and laid me low.

Lord, why is this, I trembling cried,
Wilt thou pursue thy worm to death?
“’Tis in this way, the Lord replied,
I answer prayer for grace and faith.

These inward trials I employ,
From self, and pride, to set thee free;
And break thy schemes of earthly joy,
That thou may’st find thy all in me.”

6.03.2011

Fuego

Fuego hot perhaps fire
today is alive
more lively than the shire

Ill dance and laugh
pop and sing
this is what the entire state
calls rejoicing

at the county fair we all come
ride in a fairy powered balloon
pixie dust in our hair

dont let it end
happy
delightful
complete
merciful
free










5.31.2011



Beat

lifted up bouncing
levitate me
to the respectability of a sky

emotion enveloping
motion just ate me

I
feel
alright

being is for seeing
let my hand release this mourn

dance expression
but this is more

Ill be ok
Ill sing
walking walking

further away
its all around
like tinker bells fairy dust

I want more
fueling my gut

Im alright
always
ok

5.30.2011



Dead skin



callously smooth
this runs all the way through
rottenly warm I grab a spoon

rubbing it all over like calimine lotion
I willll sleep awake
I will run in place

I will request pie in my face
my heart is not ready
I do not want to soar

Ill eat the salty bacon
nourishment no more

after Im done running
it will be dust to drink
no water for me

Ill bodybuild with pencil weights
gain muscle by lying on the floor

Im dead weight
with stamina like the golden gate

I cheated on that puzzle
keywords make me not poor

This is how my heart feels
not caring that it needs you
like warmth from the sun

so wake me Lord
resuscitate the perfectly late
don't leave me alone with me my date
rescue this lopsided boat

callous hangnail and unfortunate dead skin

5.28.2011



Fortnight

Parted lips a waking cry
a valley of death my hearts desire

I look inward an oasis I see
a isle of distraction
a dark cloud obstructing thee

I wait in the darkness
forgetting the light
no pain or misery
bliss confused by delight
awkward is my unveled misery

stumbling over light

proceeding down the pew seats
drunkard man blind and new


I make my way past the vestibule
stiff as oak with speech like mice
truth a welcome hangover
lasting longer than two times a fortnight


slowly gaining my stillness
going nowhere
just light
blessed
blessed
blessed....
light.

5.26.2011



(This is a hymn I wrote)



Jesus our mast of mercy



Blessed risen you bring me to your height
Seated triumphant with septor crown on my heart

Oh victorious champion brimming with delight
You bring children gladness
Your kingdom aressts all this worlds night

In your presence my knees fail to provide tension
I lay prostrate a servants delight

O maker of the universe please give me sight
hold me forever like a son
never again alone your beauty is warm light.

Grace is what I was given
making your wrath a Gardner
forgiveness abounds like day follows night

5.21.2011


And I said to the man who stood at the gate of the year:

"Give me a light, that I may tread safely into the unknown!"

And he replied:

"Go out into the darkness and put your hand into the Hand of God.

That shall be to you better than light and safer than a known way."

This poem was quoted by King George 6th

Christmas 1939

5.20.2011






I want to be
far away from me

a chimney top
candy mountain top

Inside of me
its not a possibility

for Im the reason
for my own calamity

falsetto ring

I won't win

I'm a broken man

my pride in hand


I wish I could be

on that rainbow

walking to someplace else

away..
away from here


But perhaps
Ill hold out my hand
grab a rope balloon ride hope

and go over the treetops
cliffs trains and local trucker stops

outlasting a bitter moment
Impossible bends.... don't it?

5.19.2011




I have decided to follow


at this point
this juncture in a fold of time

Id like to pause
with an architectured rhyme
something to invest
in a crevice of your mind

a word of endurement
a plea from my mind


a heartfelt cry
a savior will answer me
one who endured the loss
and flung himself onto eternity


so I a soldier on
a combatant in arms
duely serve his army
smoking gun and sore arms

I salute and serve with boldness
smoke and blood in my eye
Ill endure patiently and march from here
for a soldier embraces his calm

no turning back
no going home
Ill embrace my pity
wait for the great beyond

One day Ill take that lilly covered fairy.......
my window folded flag in arms

5.18.2011




Love respect you

It doesnt matter
who you are
I love you
I respect you

dont even matter
how you talk
Ill still hug you

when were both old and dusty
Or if our friendship expires
Ill recollect you
remembering all our good times
the times we sat and drank wine

Im pressed to say
you're wierdness is my sunny day
the oddness of us
never one way

I enjoy you still
my opposing thought
a verbal rush

whatever you are
whoever you are
I love you
I respect you

I love you..
I respect you...

love respect you...



Freaks

the one cast out
feared and on whom
normals cast doubt

I call you my freaks
there is no need to be discreet
the one who were maid lain

those laughed at
scorned
shamed

there is a coolness
to who you are
dont run
be shamed
pull your hair

for the lame will be a remnant
a sripe of pride
will bond us clear

5.16.2011



Metal

chugga chugga
whirl whirl
head spin down
perhaps a curl

melodic chords
reign like fire

spit cool tones
scream beautiful mire

this unholy chorus
it burns in my soul

God bless rock and roll
this wretched beautiful son

5.05.2011







Frist rule of flying


sky sky
poderosa in the sky

I see moon beams
I see lakes
it's a rodeo sized cosmological feast
for each eye

In it I see you
a different expression each time

I look up and look up
and get some cloud in my eye

I pray
that this time tomorrow
the grey turns a silver line

Then Ill blast off into tomorrow
no more red dawn in my eye

2.25.2011

Dark Knight


When you wake up
look at him

before you go to bed
look at him

when your at work
look at him

when youre about to faint
when all hope looks dim...

look at him

when you fail
look at him

when youve purposefully done wrong
look at him

when you couldve done better
look at him

when you cant forgive
look at him

when you have lost your ability to trust
look at him

when you have no options and you are at the end of your rope
guess what?

look at him

when you cant love anymore
gaze at him

when you need
look at him

there are many roads in life
we all fall down
we all fail
we all need a friend
we alll need a savior

so I say to you
look at him with all your heart

and let your eyes say Jesus Christ...


I'm not a Hero




although hope seems failed
retart and taken flight

combating your inner legion
darkness enveloping like night

I say to you dont just parry
stubbornly hold on
cling even with all your might

you see it's hope that must be defeated
its the sliver that makes up an abundance of light

they it circumstance cannot defeat it
no matter how hobbit sized the flickr
no matter the winds speed of flight

so i boldly say to you dont weary
dont let that take out your light

cling to it as if it's your only purpose
for darkness cannot defeat light




1.22.2011

ζῆν Χριστὸς καὶ τὸ ἀποθανεῖν κέρδος.
zēn christos kai apothanein kerdos


I look down at my hands
these are not my own

I continue to try to scope with my weak eyes
these are not my eyes

I rise and my bones ache aches joints and I shake
these are not mine I said these are not mine

I wake up in the morning and feel the sunlight on my face
the beating my heart does as it feels love approach like invisible mist

there it says there he holds our destiny there
almost ejecting itself from my body my heart pounds

hold fast I say and can hardly contain
for what can I do to hold back such a strong longing
I feared my death was appraoching

faster my heart did beat as the sun did shine
mine it said mine mine all mine
the glory and destruction of this temple

break me down and build me up it babbled

for what could I do but long for it too
if my heart did take me then like the wind
I too would blew

but I did not go this day
for one thing alone made me stay
my heart decided to delay
and this one thing did it say:

to live Christ and to die gain

I guess it was a toss up
to die another day