me without you

for you I wait my hearts desire
clammering emotions
no disease but moments often make me a liar
I'm a mirror
a hope
a romanticly involved fool
waiting for you
a shade of grey
a feeling
a flutter
a moment I've yet to touch
a cheeck I've yet to kiss
a hand I've yet to hold
a moment I've yet to miss
an eye I've yet to gaze
an ear I might never own
a doubt I always see
the thought that Ill live in service
holding out
walking past you
without me

Authors note: I wish I had a girl...