fearness my love


fear so dear
been with you so long
you've become warm bonding and old

so near yes my dear
ive grown fond
of these moments we've spent
so far apart from my innermost desire

this break if entertained
would break this spell
chasing me to a point
a joy
that was once my fire


Author's note: Romans 8:38, 39 - And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[o] neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. 39 No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.

side note - Fear is death. He came to make us live.

side side note - fearness is a term which I use to mean this. It's a fear that becomes so known someone that one even becomes comfortable with it. It's almost like one gives it a home and a nickname as one would give a lover.