Let go my love
and you will see from me
all the things I promised thee
when all the world has turnt to black shrinking spire
come
make the darkness a liar
6.16.2011
6.11.2011
Thought Raid
No matter what thought
doth come to me
the strange and ill
or what fall oversteps me
there is one thing I know
and will always posses me
his grace it does
and is now me
I will look upon it as a stranger
the wackness of my mind
the green and odd color
which always arrives in due time
I'll send it to the corner
accepting my Jacob's wall
are you ready to be you
says my savior
come one two and all
together we all since
one enormous song
because of my hero
pause
cry
joy
my Lord ... such a dance...
6.09.2011
http://relevantrevolution.com/mp3/piper-glory.mp3
Glory
Dusty road
marching on
a soldiers burden
is to continue on
wreckless is my mind
feet be worn
still I go
singing a soldiers song
it isnt pretty
on key tune or point
it isnt always exact
if given flight
it couldnt sit perfectly on a perch
my soldiers song
my soldiers song
all it does
is march continually on
Glory
Dusty road
marching on
a soldiers burden
is to continue on
wreckless is my mind
feet be worn
still I go
singing a soldiers song
it isnt pretty
on key tune or point
it isnt always exact
if given flight
it couldnt sit perfectly on a perch
my soldiers song
my soldiers song
all it does
is march continually on
6.07.2011
Lovers cosmic moon..
(listen to the music while reading :))
my lover said to me
today you don't love me
but when you do
ill trade you those two smooth rocks for the moon
sure I said for I'll have you both
cake I will cherish, have it, then eat it too
then my lover said
this cannot be
our boat will sink
cake plus us
in my mind this I cannot think
but I will tarry here
every day God sends
I'll sit right here
waiting for those two round stones
all for me
for my wages are the moon
all for you it seems
so the lover said to my soul
but I could not hear
so my lover waited
and waited
and waited
we both grew old
grey and weary
then one day
I could see the moon
big and bright
so huge
overwhelming me
perplexed I said
how on earth could my lover promise this to me?
for two round stones?
madness describes this thomas crown affair
for 7 sleepless nights did I wrestle
sleeping awake
thinking of my lover
then one dawn right beore the sun rose
my lover did I meet
my weary heart
collapsing at my lovers feet
and we melted and kissed
floating far away
leaving my stones by the river
you wouldn't believe how quickly
they floated away...
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I love you Jesus. Thank you so much...
Mere Words
The only words that matter to me
are the consonants and vowels my heavenly father spoke to me.
from the dust I move
dance myself awake
his aroma I smell
its his love I take
put it in my minds repository
keeping it safe
no more satisfaction for my enemies
no pity no fate
I stride down that chiminey alter
this ended
all made right
bought
purchased
proud owner of this estate
Break thy schemes of earthly joy
John Newton. Olney Hymns (1799), Book III, 36.
I asked the Lord that I might grow
In faith, and love, and every grace;
Might more of his salvation know,
And seek, more earnestly, his face.
’Twas he who taught me thus to pray,
And he, I trust, has answered prayer!
But it has been in such a way,
As almost drove me to despair.
I hoped that in some favored hour,
At once he’d answer my request;
And by his love’s constraining pow’r,
Subdue my sins, and give me rest.
Instead of this, he made me feel
The hidden evils of my heart;
And let the angry pow’rs of hell
Assault my soul in every part.
Yea more, with his own hand he seemed
Intent to aggravate my woe;
Crossed all the fair designs I schemed,
Blasted my gourds, and laid me low.
Lord, why is this, I trembling cried,
Wilt thou pursue thy worm to death?
“’Tis in this way, the Lord replied,
I answer prayer for grace and faith.
These inward trials I employ,
From self, and pride, to set thee free;
And break thy schemes of earthly joy,
That thou may’st find thy all in me.”
John Newton. Olney Hymns (1799), Book III, 36.
I asked the Lord that I might grow
In faith, and love, and every grace;
Might more of his salvation know,
And seek, more earnestly, his face.
’Twas he who taught me thus to pray,
And he, I trust, has answered prayer!
But it has been in such a way,
As almost drove me to despair.
I hoped that in some favored hour,
At once he’d answer my request;
And by his love’s constraining pow’r,
Subdue my sins, and give me rest.
Instead of this, he made me feel
The hidden evils of my heart;
And let the angry pow’rs of hell
Assault my soul in every part.
Yea more, with his own hand he seemed
Intent to aggravate my woe;
Crossed all the fair designs I schemed,
Blasted my gourds, and laid me low.
Lord, why is this, I trembling cried,
Wilt thou pursue thy worm to death?
“’Tis in this way, the Lord replied,
I answer prayer for grace and faith.
These inward trials I employ,
From self, and pride, to set thee free;
And break thy schemes of earthly joy,
That thou may’st find thy all in me.”
6.03.2011
5.31.2011
Beat
lifted up bouncing
levitate me
to the respectability of a sky
emotion enveloping
motion just ate me
I
feel
alright
being is for seeing
let my hand release this mourn
dance expression
but this is more
Ill be ok
Ill sing
walking walking
further away
its all around
like tinker bells fairy dust
I want more
fueling my gut
Im alright
always
ok
5.30.2011
Dead skin
callously smooth
this runs all the way through
rottenly warm I grab a spoon
rubbing it all over like calimine lotion
I willll sleep awake
I will run in place
I will request pie in my face
my heart is not ready
I do not want to soar
Ill eat the salty bacon
nourishment no more
after Im done running
it will be dust to drink
no water for me
Ill bodybuild with pencil weights
gain muscle by lying on the floor
Im dead weight
with stamina like the golden gate
I cheated on that puzzle
keywords make me not poor
This is how my heart feels
not caring that it needs you
like warmth from the sun
so wake me Lord
resuscitate the perfectly late
don't leave me alone with me my date
rescue this lopsided boat
callous hangnail and unfortunate dead skin
5.28.2011
Fortnight
Parted lips a waking cry
a valley of death my hearts desire
I look inward an oasis I see
a isle of distraction
a dark cloud obstructing thee
I wait in the darkness
forgetting the light
no pain or misery
bliss confused by delight
awkward is my unveled misery
stumbling over light
proceeding down the pew seats
drunkard man blind and new
I make my way past the vestibule
stiff as oak with speech like mice
truth a welcome hangover
lasting longer than two times a fortnight
slowly gaining my stillness
going nowhere
just light
blessed
blessed
blessed....
light.
5.26.2011
(This is a hymn I wrote)
Jesus our mast of mercy
Blessed risen you bring me to your height
Seated triumphant with septor crown on my heart
Oh victorious champion brimming with delight
You bring children gladness
Your kingdom aressts all this worlds night
In your presence my knees fail to provide tension
I lay prostrate a servants delight
O maker of the universe please give me sight
hold me forever like a son
never again alone your beauty is warm light.
Grace is what I was given
making your wrath a Gardner
forgiveness abounds like day follows night
5.21.2011
And I said to the man who stood at the gate of the year:
"Give me a light, that I may tread safely into the unknown!"
And he replied:
"Go out into the darkness and put your hand into the Hand of God.
That shall be to you better than light and safer than a known way."
This poem was quoted by King George 6th
Christmas 1939
5.20.2011
I want to be
far away from me
a chimney top
candy mountain top
Inside of me
its not a possibility
for Im the reason
for my own calamity
falsetto ring
I won't win
I'm a broken man
my pride in hand
I wish I could be
on that rainbow
walking to someplace else
away..
away from here
But perhaps
Ill hold out my hand
grab a rope balloon ride hope
and go over the treetops
cliffs trains and local trucker stops
outlasting a bitter moment
Impossible bends.... don't it?
5.19.2011
I have decided to follow
at this point
this juncture in a fold of time
Id like to pause
with an architectured rhyme
something to invest
in a crevice of your mind
a word of endurement
a plea from my mind
a heartfelt cry
a savior will answer me
one who endured the loss
and flung himself onto eternity
so I a soldier on
a combatant in arms
duely serve his army
smoking gun and sore arms
I salute and serve with boldness
smoke and blood in my eye
Ill endure patiently and march from here
for a soldier embraces his calm
no turning back
no going home
Ill embrace my pity
wait for the great beyond
One day Ill take that lilly covered fairy.......
my window folded flag in arms
5.18.2011
Love respect you
It doesnt matter
who you are
I love you
I respect you
dont even matter
how you talk
Ill still hug you
when were both old and dusty
Or if our friendship expires
Ill recollect you
remembering all our good times
the times we sat and drank wine
Im pressed to say
you're wierdness is my sunny day
the oddness of us
never one way
I enjoy you still
my opposing thought
a verbal rush
whatever you are
whoever you are
I love you
I respect you
I love you..
I respect you...
love respect you...
Freaks
the one cast out
feared and on whom
normals cast doubt
I call you my freaks
there is no need to be discreet
the one who were maid lain
those laughed at
scorned
shamed
there is a coolness
to who you are
dont run
be shamed
pull your hair
for the lame will be a remnant
a sripe of pride
will bond us clear
5.16.2011
5.05.2011
Frist rule of flying
sky sky
poderosa in the sky
I see moon beams
I see lakes
it's a rodeo sized cosmological feast
for each eye
In it I see you
a different expression each time
I look up and look up
and get some cloud in my eye
I pray
that this time tomorrow
the grey turns a silver line
Then Ill blast off into tomorrow
no more red dawn in my eye
2.25.2011
Dark Knight
When you wake up
look at him
before you go to bed
look at him
when your at work
look at him
when youre about to faint
when all hope looks dim...
look at him
when you fail
look at him
when youve purposefully done wrong
look at him
when you couldve done better
look at him
when you cant forgive
look at him
when you have lost your ability to trust
look at him
when you have no options and you are at the end of your rope
guess what?
look at him
when you cant love anymore
gaze at him
when you need
look at him
there are many roads in life
we all fall down
we all fail
we all need a friend
we alll need a savior
so I say to you
look at him with all your heart
and let your eyes say Jesus Christ...
When you wake up
look at him
before you go to bed
look at him
when your at work
look at him
when youre about to faint
when all hope looks dim...
look at him
when you fail
look at him
when youve purposefully done wrong
look at him
when you couldve done better
look at him
when you cant forgive
look at him
when you have lost your ability to trust
look at him
when you have no options and you are at the end of your rope
guess what?
look at him
when you cant love anymore
gaze at him
when you need
look at him
there are many roads in life
we all fall down
we all fail
we all need a friend
we alll need a savior
so I say to you
look at him with all your heart
and let your eyes say Jesus Christ...
I'm not a Hero
although hope seems failed
retart and taken flight
combating your inner legion
darkness enveloping like night
I say to you dont just parry
stubbornly hold on
cling even with all your might
you see it's hope that must be defeated
its the sliver that makes up an abundance of light
they it circumstance cannot defeat it
no matter how hobbit sized the flickr
no matter the winds speed of flight
so i boldly say to you dont weary
dont let that take out your light
cling to it as if it's your only purpose
for darkness cannot defeat light
although hope seems failed
retart and taken flight
combating your inner legion
darkness enveloping like night
I say to you dont just parry
stubbornly hold on
cling even with all your might
you see it's hope that must be defeated
its the sliver that makes up an abundance of light
they it circumstance cannot defeat it
no matter how hobbit sized the flickr
no matter the winds speed of flight
so i boldly say to you dont weary
dont let that take out your light
cling to it as if it's your only purpose
for darkness cannot defeat light
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