Currently Playing
John Debney
Album
The Passion of the Christ soundtrack

Track:
The Olive Garden

a day takes a lifetime

a long day
length exceeding a year and an hour
but I wait for you
not sure of a direction
weary stretched and ridden

the lighthouse didn't appear
nor stirrup ready
still frustrated I wait
convinced there is no other path
stolen by gratitude
fixated
I wait
every desire caught up in adoration
worship is still bound broken and silent

with eager motionlessness
I wait
full speed force and locomotion
frozen stopped atuned and attentive
I wait

Authors note: a Kairos moment can set your life in motion

Currently Playing
Sermon Jams
Album
Sermonjams.com

Track:
Dr Ravi Zacharias testimony

sightless

I woke this morn
eyes opened to widely to feel
this world takes far to much lightly
so much so
that nothing is real

Currently Playing
David Crowder Band
Album
Can you Hear Us?

Track:
you're everything

apology accepted

I've wronged you
Ive wronged wronged wronged you
I feel departed so why not leave you?

he answered

because there is no place you go that I can't find you
there is no distance to great that I would not set out and seek you
there is no mountain so high that I wouldn't set out
on exploration to meet you
no pit to dirty to go in head first and retrieve you
no stain to ugly to clean in order to serve you
no army to great to fight for you
no conflict to unbearable to advocate for you

what's more if you left I would miss you
if it suddenly turned winter i'd miss the warmth of you
holding hugging and sitting beside you
amongst the coal and fire
nothing burns brighter than the thought of you
and all this is to say
Im madly full of love with you
desperately with joy I love you

Authors note: amen.

Currently Playing
John Coltrane
Album
the gentle side of coltrane

Track:
In a Sentimental Mood

Lilac Turned Ugly

lilac turning to a dull blade
the flower is dying now
I was certain I planted it in fuzzy soil
brown gritty and ready
no pot just trusting in nature's way
but I stomped it with a boxcar named betty
destroying some
thing
that could never hurt me yesterday tomorrow or today

mistrust is left without the friendship of content
who knew
it even snows whilst killing flowers
in the ides of may


Authors Note: ever hurt someone you love more than once?

Currently Playing
Lifehouse
Album
No Name Face

Track:
Simon

Conjunction

I look upon your eyes
a clasped finger encircles mine
this certainty I wont forsake
a window of time for eternity's sake

it is in words my soul put it's stake
defining themselves
one life combined
with a simple merry
then suddenly my entirety has been given meaning
no sound too ill
no conjunction too heavy

Currently Playing
Spoken
Album
Echoes of the Spirit Still Dwell
Track:
Promise




my hope for yipsilanti

in solitude my soul is no longer found
misery a lost art
now this resounds
a flutter of vision
four plus one score and two
a glimmer bright bestowed to a skivvy
a cross in roads loving misery
I was lost
but
now im found
love lifted me
love lifted me
love
served
me


Author's note: perfect love answers the biggest questions...

Mirth N' Worship

in a moment I knew you and you knew me
sadness was something refracted from me
the sun stars death and birth
all seem less chaotic
within a new mirth
and all this wondering
now hoping to no more stray
giving me gaiety
everytime I rise a new day

and I read
and I study
we love
my chest ruddied

and I laugh for God
and I smile for God
and I have joy with God
and I laugh through God


Author's note: a poem about heaven, the joy of the lord, and worship. Worshiping God is a hint of heaven and sines God's joy on us.

Pirate Jim No Mass

this is a tale that made a pirate soggy
so about your tears fore' the crew eats you like bait
a tale o' hurt
the cause a bonnie lass flirt
filthy but tender are at the heart
of this this tales innermost content

ol' cap'n jim he was once a ships monkey
no crimp or doubloon could lead this man astray
fore jim would one day be a pirate
with gold tooth he'd never deny it
a black sail of his own would he posses one day

so jim did grow
burly beard full of spat
with a cutthroat crew they sailed the seas and let fly thier frigate
leaving no free to remember
thier jolly roger
never again to see light they'd say "ballast be o'er day"

then one day a cable jettisened ol cap'n jim
a fluke set his piratical acts
her name was o'clare and wih a wisp captured that seadogs lip n' fancy
they met but she alone conquered
hip with switch she doctored
leading like a simple galley

and it was alone he now ventured
fore she made haste with a two fold booty
cap'n jim mutineered
taken by a wenches eyes
no ship
cup o' coins
or bonnie lass to lessen a broken hearts levy

if love were clap in irons this would be jim's fate
for after she was done it was love's prison he'd marry

one day she was less than a whisper
cap'n jim's heart a reef in a lone vesper
drifting
with no ship
jack o' staves
nor man of war for a buccaneer to prey

Author's note: YARRR!!
(in honor of today which is talk like a pirate day www.talklikeapirate.com)

king's loving ransom

what is this bestowed to me
nails and bones and victory
a stain and frown removed from thee
the wieght of night is what unsettled me
a plight appeared and removed my frown
no greater love than this was found
a hope within is what I see
for one gave all to be with me
no greater love can a being caress
through pain and darkness my knight fought my death
retreating my giant and serving my time
recluse was the bitter clocks chime
what is this when he founded me
a rugged cross with love's tears it pinned thee

Authors note: John 3:16-18

16"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,[f] that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 17For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son.[g]

Currently Playing
The Cure
Album
Greatest Hits
Track:
Close to Me




collective memory of a thoughtless romantic


these are the collective of my fantasy
inspired
comments
but poetry in motion nonetheless
that is if you want them to be
because today it was a thought to me
today it was a whirly thought to me
that one day true love came to be
and in that twenty four we fell in love
and in those hours pigeons became doves
could this be a silly love song
am I just a dreamer who's let his thoughts gone wrong
Ill be a fool and a desperate romantic
lest my eyes open and the thought
of women practicing needless sex in the city
makes me frantic
an eratic line now outside
but formerly in our attics

ever since I was a boy
I wanted an other
to hold
gently kiss
and say I love her
with her I'd set
and in the morn she would rise
bitter cold never seperating
something to pure to demise


Authors note: some lines need to be drawn. Romance should always stay alive. :)

me without you

for you I wait my hearts desire
clammering emotions
no disease but moments often make me a liar
I'm a mirror
a hope
a romanticly involved fool
waiting for you
a shade of grey
a feeling
a flutter
a moment I've yet to touch
a cheeck I've yet to kiss
a hand I've yet to hold
a moment I've yet to miss
an eye I've yet to gaze
an ear I might never own
a doubt I always see
the thought that Ill live in service
holding out
walking past you
without me

Authors note: I wish I had a girl...

Currently Playing
Jason Mraz
Album
Live at Java Joe's
Track:
0% Interest



bright day learned

this thought arrived by courier one day
it read
this just came to me
that perhaps the reason
for rain pain
strain
division
tribulation which is troubles
tension masquerading as victory
and distance leading to disarray
is so we realize
that the sun shines
despite it all
in our hearts
living waters never failing
feeding in all frenzy
proving that dam would never give way

Currently Playing
Jason Mraz
Album
Live at Java Joe's
Track:
Conversation With Myself




Father become my day

so then he was done
the father told the son
a tale of pain in which the father
could have been undone
but he loved intensely
never to be loved in return
and from these flames
like gold
he did walk away

and with this tale
in the world the son did grow
he grew
and loved
met a girl
they loved she ran
he gave to others
then they'd take away
father no longer here
only an example remained
the son pressed on
always reflecting a life
but for the purpose of this
lets call it a day
the son strained
to reflect that day
when pain resembled perspective
and rain seemed farther away
you see the son realized
which from this some stray
the more he loved
gave and did not take away
the closer to his fathers perfect love
he would stay
and besides
with the love of his father
any son can make it through a day


Authors note: this is not only a poem about Jesus Christ but realizing what love is through him. Love is benefitting others at the expense of self. Love is more than loving those who love you. When you go beyond the safety zone you find out what love is. Loving your enemies and those who tear you in two.

Mother Theresa once said

"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can
be no more hurt, only more love."


Love is more than we imagined. Its Beautifully perfect.

Currently Playing
Symphony in Peril
Album
Lost Memoirs and Faded Pictures
Track:
Can One Possess Autumn





the words of my mouth

yae though I walk through the valley
of the shadows of death
fear and distortion surroiund me
but I know beyond this world of plurality
and uncertainty
that you are with me
with my rock and a staff
gripped
your arms surrounds me
secured I slip away
focused on an aformentioned goodbye
tall blues after low greys
you're my epitome of sky


Authors note:
Remember one thing. If you serve Jesus Christ NOTHING that happens in this world can take away that hope. NOTHING. what some fail to realize is that reality is all that matters.

Jesus is Lord. no matter what you go thorugh

nudiustertian

nudiustertian
or as I like to call it now distortion
as it were or as it is
so this story can see

yesterday we were all singing along
but now it seems things have changed
today we're dragging our feet
the dearly departed
whispering division
forgetting companionship
this fortified fire becomes solidarity
cementing what should never have been
and before we know it
our asses think they know how to steer
our Godly love becomes a fragmented nudiustertian
a one piece band playing distortion
forgiveness pulling up chairs
all unable to hear think or see

Currently Playing
Madison Greene
Album
Think the Dancers Mad

Track:
Departure

the purpose of people

took off that morn
overalls and my converse
just another day that I tripped over
so down the dirt road I took off
led to a log so I sat
met a frog
who was a train hopper
he asked me for flies
looked in my pocket and alls was there were dimes
he huffed and went along his way
leaving his scooter behind
hopping forward in a scurry
so I took the scooter
and traveled on my way
faster now I sped
nearly running over an ant
stopped to apologize
glad and bursting with merry
the ant thanked me
but not before he gave me a crumb
I didn't have much use for it but I took it anyway
given to the manners my mother taught me
I decided it was the right thing to do
I hurried along with my scooter
hand full of a crumb
stumbling along the day

finally I come across a purple man
destiny he said is a two headed dragon
mysterious but never giving too much away
wait and you'll find a crumby disposition leads to full days
a dirt road has clear meaning
and a frog with wheels can determine the course of your day

all this combined with a clumsy nature
will frown you into a lavender and purple array

Currently Playing
Keith Green
Album
So You wanna go back to egypt

Track:
Oh Lord You're Beautiful

Persephone
my misfortune is that I'm used to watching
waiting with a prayer
my heart at your command
distance the known to all that's fair
like loving brethren
still I'm the one who truly cares
despite your scars on my arms
I'm decided
I care
one giving in to a fools race
my emotional lincoln
not leaving me the name of a getty
walking waiting persevering without pitty
longing for the love I created
persephone
for you I was designed to wait


Authors's Note: God persues us like a lover. Faithful and kindly. Eventhough trample on his love with dirty shoes he forgives us, loves us then makes everything brand new.

Currently Playing
Howard Shore
Album
The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers (soundtrack)

Track:
The King of the Golden Hall

Arttrinsic

some think me crazy
some may call me a loon
but I feel the problem with our world
is we practice ballet
then pay money to watch cartoons


Authors Note: I think switchfoot said it the best in one of thier songs "we were meant to live for so much more. have we lost ourselves?"

remember...Art lives to be heard.

Currently Playing
Hopesfall
Album
no wings to speak of (ep)

Track:
The Far Pavillions

faith my stability

taking a break
my indecision broken
by a clumsy fall
my now eyes dilapidated
faith consummated
on this small and quiet block
I learn many lessons
can you hear me now
my stomach growls saying
this one growing
and with this trial
you get more knowing
feeding me any and trials and thing
crossing and eating is a routine thing
betting on growth
until my health is sistine

Authors note: You aren't alone. God is always there waiting for you to fight again; Ready to give you salvation.

Isaiah 64:6 (New International Version)
New International Version (NIV)

6 All of us have become like one who is unclean,
and all our righteous acts are like filthy rags;
we all shrivel up like a leaf,
and like the wind our sins sweep us away.

Currently Playing
Defiance Ohio
Album
Summer 2003 Tour

Track:
Bikes and Bridges

Guttle

pardon me
not subtle I sink
I win I pry
we kiss and hold
hands worn together
for years through fears
I'm walking one day talking
across the street
a friend with a skip
hop and some jaxs
they play along a cloud
a sky with mostly sun
further down the day
a bit past the east side of a block
grandma an elder
I respect
she smiles
wisdom part her lips
so decidedly I sit
she says
days like this aren't arrogant
to sit and play
a clear sky and a sober mind
put in a glass topped with a sunny sky
these are things I remember
then with a loving kiss and embrace
she sent me on my way
to tell all what we experienced this day
hoping a cane will save the day
letting me know kind memories
are fodder in the rough