no sacrifice
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I asked Jesus how much I had to give

he simply replied more

I asked Jesus how much more for him I had to live

he simply replied
more


I asked Jesus how far I had to go

he simply replied
more

I asked Jesus how much I had to forgive
he simply replied
more

I asked Jesus how can I possibly to the ungrateful give

he told me simply
why not more?

for all at once our father did give
for all at Calvary he did give
our life a response
to what he did

for on that cross he did
not see
all wrong created being
did to he
our friend our father
now we can call thee
no enemy
no foe
pardoned

because he extended a hand
not asking why
just giving to you and me.

walk me not and talk is pretty

Currently Listening to - http://www.amazon.com/Theme-For-The-Elthenbury-Massacre/dp/B001CQFYZM


I
eat
the pretty
but reminded of how I'm ugly
I eat the pretty but
yet

Im so ugly

I love
the pretty

but ugly

I enjoy the beauty
is it becuase I'm muddy

I dine a walk and love to gander
oh how the lines
pregression and waltzing lines

fill my soul
release the toxins
that bind

Lord save me
from my own mind

laughable petty
but it tears at me
eating like these lines

in the dungeon this pantheon
form the corridors of my mind

are all this shallow
alone am I?
regretfully this small miniscule road is mine

all the world and all I own
are contained in it's wind

to and fro
round it goes
the path
it takes
all
in me

the path
it rolls
going
until it consumes
all of me

not strong
not lovely
not awesome am I

just walking
sometimes weary

but am I to walk alone
he contests I'm not
and that he walks with me

and this
is all I know
humbly these feet growl amen.

Now Listening to - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAZq74-Qe7g

peace twas it


and so once again
inside
the one thing that I fought
crept in

but fought I did
nevertheless

indside I died

the wench I said I'd leave alone
performed a feat and made me cry

dry tears nonetheless
performing a feat few wanted or cared

to try

but broke now is my prized pony

she did it
she did it

all with no effort

as mangled as her mind she did it
all to easy she did it

so I drag my feet long the dirty road called delta

sittin' on a rock stargazing
just fighting my evils

trying not to let satan in

sittin' on a rock star gazin

tryin' not to let the demons in..



Authors Note- Whatever you hope in make damn sure it can't let you down. Make sure death itself can't touch it. Or it will crush your hope.. eventually...

Plastic


We are are who we pretend we are.
we are who we ought not be.
we land on isle of placebo medicines.
a hopeless oasis.
not making us any free.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yW0_xHmhUco

Abdicate

dance
dance
yet again I say
dance

abdicate self
remembering not
for other is falling
forget him not

neglect your own boot straps
folly this is not

dance it has been said


forget self...
and dance...

diablo

I wish it would just go away
I wish it would go away
I wish and I wish
tear and rip
please help me miss
because I wish
I wish
that this would just go away

Set Sun Set not yet

Fret not
let your heart rest
because the sun will not set

whatever may come
what else wont let
give not vacancy to unrest
because the sun will
wont
not ever
set

come crashing waves
come disrupting wreck
dont be purturbed
becuase this sun
a mighty one
will
not now
nor ever ever
set

Authors note- Shalom.

Mashiach


This. This.
Will never end.

One day church.
we will meet over there
then.

In a banquet a feast
fit for kings
and honored guests

This. This.
Will never end.


I'm telling you all
we will at once at times edge
be there over where
when time itself ends

a grand reunion
dancing singing
with all our closest friends.

Where mirth unfettered
and jubilee never ends

come one and all to Zion
this story came not from men
come lose yourself in the rapturous poetry

because
This. This.
will never end.

All surrounded by blinding lights
all centered like a flock
our shepard and a grand chorus of amen's
Shalom be our bread

the name
the only name that can give life to our feet of misery
heaven
a name worthy to wipe away all life's pain

fruitless

sad to say
this organic thing
living in me today

a forbidden desire
a faulty sink

eyes that glow
hair a pretty shade
breasts that gleam
smile deceitful

my heart a shade mean
mean
mean
mean


like Samson I shaved my head
bald and clean
unfortunate my gratitude
polka dot stockings
prancing around
making a scene


I'm weakened by the now
hearing with my eyeballs
feeling my way to the seen

now is my port destiny
eventual is to far to walk
tomorrow is what is truthfully mean

my hearts lifestyle petty
it's a house straw brick sturdy

glass houses full of rocks can't be seen

Now Playing - Luti-Kriss - (Bonus Track) - Album - Throwing Myself


Caterpillar Arm

caterpillar caterpillar
turned into a fly
caterpillar caterpillar
grew an arm
reached out and touched sky


you see I shot the mailman
the messenger offended my eye

the letter was delivered a year too early
so I turned him into a dirt pie

for all my expectations
for all my work is a fulfilled pity

this world works without my satisfaction
there appears to be a greater I and again a greater eye


sitting humbly with variety
still silent and relaying to the listener a defeated sigh

pride my un-maker
my undoing
attempting to run away with my mind

so no longer do I pretend I'm dressed in fine linen
throwing this here arm up

God
I give up
its your show now

not
it

them

nor I

Look again

look again
there is something pretty there
something not so dirty about the air

some clean in that look
perhaps its not so infested
give it a chance
look
and again look


its me
I am that

one you turn away from
a dirty window
soiled with the black

deep inside
there something worthwhile

but go a bit farther
outcast a smile

I'm on the other side of willow creek
underneath your roasting chimney
in fact

I'm your dirty window needing cleaning
but still on me living water kisses in drops

look again

would consideration be sacrilege?

I hope this inspires you

I hope you one day will end

I hope for your interrupted reality

in finding out

there is one thing in
and simultaneously out this world

that will never

ever end

I need words

my words hit the wind
and told me

it would soon be bright against the day

my hope hit the wind
astounded at this thing

carrying it

taking it away


my words and hope flighty with wonder
astounded
can there be anything better said they
is there greater?
are we really being swept away?

my reality hit the wind
but this is where I now leave you

this is where I get carried away
my doubt all mangled like confetti

there is a greater
it's real
I'm going away...

Forgive and never met

Light shine
greater than me

shine mine
why?
grace is free

(love)the overused word that doesn't mean the word

love keeps you steady
it tests you
make certain it will test you

how silly of you
if it is you
to try and date love

make a temporary statement and call it love

for it requires all of you

all ten toes
each of your ten fingers
one nose
both eyes
even that brain inside your skull

no fleeting passion
no flighty moodswing
away passing emotion
forsake passing circumstance

don't even speak it's name in vein
for love is sacred
holy
look up its above


it takes more than you
it takes all of you
it requires more than you can give of you

death alas be it's alias
"do" dear fellow be it's armor bearer
"everything" be it's closest brother
and "long suffering" it's mother

to know love is to be loved
and to love is to never ever let go
even when met with eternity

dark encamped around thee
nothing left to cling to
hand in the hand of love's liberty
smiling in the face of catastrophy

with an air of certainty
you say
this I do all and I do mean ALL

for

you

soli deo gloria


shine shine
round
perfect
light

yea ill go ahead and say it
divine

this I can not deny
this feeling

its not mine
not it
not might

and oh
oh
oh
it feels right

looking above
and outside me

it feels right
this small
unearthly
blue light

Murderer called pride

I'm untraceable
I'm midnight
the loss of starry sight

the little monster Frankenfright


I'm untouchable
unsinkable

the victimless crime
Gotham's grime

I'm you
I'm in you
I am you

I'm untraceable
I'm untraceable

the smashed out headlight
goin' 60

shot straight across a bridge
headin' clear past Kentucky


Author's Note: 1 Cor 10:12 Therefore let anyone who thinks that he stands take heed lest he fall.

eyelid

Yahweh

let not my eyes
lead this wagon weary

for one only can journey well
by faith

Four Wall Blackmail


Freedom is screaming in the night:

walls walls
damn these four walls

they curse me they curse me
all night I've been on my knees

they whisper they screech
they howl my secrets in the night

did the trees hear?
did they eavesdropping owl's take flight?

but not more
no more blackmail in sight

he took the sledgehammer
smashed the lying walls
crumbling them all

none left
none with might

a bitter morning cascading though the asbestos bight
crumbled my horror
new day
end night


Author's Note 1 Corinthians 4:16
16 Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renewed day by day.

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single

so said I with certainty

a love has past

none now with me

fond am I of what I wish to be

lovingly cradling a ghost close to me

for you my love I thread silk along the sea

an ocean I'd cry not if again I lost thee

far better for me
to love
then lose

then never to press close to thee
kiss
and hold
to speak words of poetry

to miss
to hope
to cherish
to love
to dream
to quarrel
then reconcile

to have another
together
like two doves