Currently Playing
Jason Upton
Album
Dying Star
Track
Will of God

Alter

how does a mute repent
does he cry out to God
or howl in the wind
for the things which I've done
aren't pretty
and I have no toungue
to speak my actions
to save a city
to make the newborn remain
or the old undone


Authors note: Mark 10:27 (New International Version - UK)
New International Version - UK (NIVUK)


27 Jesus looked at them and said, With man this is impossible, but not with God; all things are possible with God.

Currently Playing
Hopesfall
Album
The Satellite Years
Track
Only The Clouds

no nudity allowed

everyone looks to be beautiful
in expiring eyes
but when I look directly into you
with you
inside changes
sudden
at once
I'm live active aware and different
my guts a little bit fuzzy
furry on my organs of mire and clay
never imagined I could be lovely
they say there are some things soap can't wash away
so I look far and distant
for someone to kiss this masquerade
only to find a butter fly close with consanants
kissing me knowing me
touching the aformentioned innards
lonelyness cacooned then sent on holiday
joy gives my lip plenty
no more yesteryear
all I've got is today



Authors note - You are beautiful. Whoever you are. You were made in the image of God and loved into existance. dont waste your time finding validation in humans. Why because you were created to worship God. You were made to reflect Hashem. Thats the very meaning of life...

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Currently Playing
Hopesfall
Album
The Satellite Years
Track
Only The Clouds

Mind River


this is how heaven my mind was
mostly
and right now is
like a long calm river
smoothie in my brain
clear
concised
certain and prepared
we're going along sleepful
and rested
currents now civilized
winds pass by
and in this adopted hour
I call you abba father
with this friendship
I say you're my true love
oh how this boat rocks like a happy vessel
stars at night blinding us
morning sun never this clear
new days are with you my friend
whatever comes is no care
now having my love and friend and destiny
smiling and hoping at each pier

Fear and Loathing in NYC

Fear and Loathing in NYC
Originally uploaded by Irena Kittenclaw.

My friend Irene took this. Hope all you Zombie lovers enjoy it ;)

Currently Playing
Deftones
Album
Hexagram
Track
Minerva

Zombie Flick Poem

to you
from me
I write from beyond the grave
my fingernail
polish is rotten
my eyeball makeup still fresh
pluma ready and stirred
so I wirte from beyond the grave
never feeling and always numb
decidedly boney
respectably unfresh
to be undead to be undead
is to be not pretty


Authors Note: alive in Christ

Currently Playing
Hopesfall
Album
The Satellite Years
Track
Escape pods for Intangibles

Touched

what a day
what a life
today I sat on a pier
a world of no on my lap
I look up
see a man a father
daughter too
he flying a kite
he tried
she ran
cheering her hero
him grasping wind
grasing her
I smile because she is embraced
then I sat
and cried
touched
finding answers
on a pier
with a girl
and him

verse seventeen



pant pant run and run
weary now from the road you've come
take a rest
you're torn and broke
like a rich man made a skivvy
but behold he makes all things awake
a new creature
the old beast now pacification
the stronger man releasing the pain
so now you go
singing
faster
lighter
an incandescent pretty

Currently Playing
David Crowder Band
Album
The Lime CD
Track
I need You

Quickstone


"I don't understand" she uttered
for her it was a matter of perfect sense
"for me it's the wind and the sounds of my heart" he said
"a nulling tone taking presidence over what my eye hears. a
path with a stone and a falling wind. a bountiful harvest and
a world of gain."
"without me." she said
then he siged again
forgetting yesteryear and the knowlege he's gained
his world did spin in this moment he was in
a mere look at her soft skin
melting his voice's tone
"what of it" he fought
"its everything" she sought
"for me my life is the clouds." he mentioned
"words cannot define my appeal." her heart screamed
"for me to die is to gain." he cited
"then I'll die alone." she weaned
"so spare me this obloquy." she said
he paused noting this moment of exchange making him age
slightly unaware
now glancing at her hair
something he knew
he knew
he walked away
and she died that day
and they weared never to know
giving what they did
understanding life
sort of
slight
possibly clearly

Now watching:
Serenity
Directed by
Joss Whedon
Year
2005







me as poem

This is the one thing i need to understand

the toil the pain the seperation and rebirth

one day i fail and one day i toil

this day is gain because im here

and all througout it you were with me

i suppose no day matters with the exception of this one

and what i do with it

i am in you and you are in me

this is the one truth that matters

the only thing that matters

my my my mind was the one thing that kept the

thorn in me

pressing the brain with agony

life is completely unfairly sweet

no more attempts to life with an edge thats straight

i refused you and you'll never take my smile

i look in the mirror and laugh and smile and dance

and two step and cry and fall into a pit

my mind neo gets me up again

you restore my cup

and i know how to love me

because i love you

because i love him

because i'll die for them

youre my thesis

the definitive work that cannot be surpassed

a textbook definition of a hero?

no you are the word itself

truth, love, hope

the very definition

so when i experience one word you regenerate it into another

useless

into new

hopeless

into posicore

you are the cycle that hasnt become my life

you are life

and i kneel here

huging your sandals

selah


Authors note: this is a poem used to descibe me. my meager attempt to describe what took place over the course of 26 years. thanks for reading!


"those that hear not the music think the dancers mad"

- Madison Greene

Currently Playing
Matisyahu
Album
Youth
Track
What I'm fighting for

Hashem Real

Hashem is real
because of you my freind
Hashem is real because you're here my friend
as plainly as a picture you drew
sitting flat on my wall
sure as rain
along with a smile we have in it
Hashem is real because you're here my friend
God is is real because you're my friend
Hashem is real because you're a friend
Hashem is real
Selah and amen

Currently Playing
Nina Simone
Album
Verve Remixed
Track: See Line Woman

my life.. so far..

I wonder
and I've wondered
I've lost and I've gained
I laugh
but I've longed
I've judged and have been judged
I swung
and came back

my family
my friends
some abandoned
but those that mattered remained
I've served
and I've failed
I've won
only to realize I cant lose
defeating myself and things
losing things
only to learn how to win
this is my life so far
a whirlwind of new days
I held to my ideals
only to realize a smallness in the things I know
how little my big things really matter
and in the end
the only thing that mattered
was how much I loved
you you you

Vegan angel

of all the things I think of
I thought you'd never hear
to see the sweet seredipity
one's wish apparently
not so distant from your lofty ear

The medic and the malpracticed mathmatics

so whats up
not I not me
Im wallowing becuase im unsure
unaware if Ill ever find it
her the thing or when
you her where is she
you know the thing fools dream of
the things people always have want of
amore romance love doctor number nine
everythings always wrong
or at least one gear is misaligned
im on a single track bound for my destination
a narrow trail
and I stride long alone
waiting for God to curtail

Currently Playing
The Benjamin Gate
Album
Contact
Track: Your Kisses Blind Me

No More Lies

If my song were falsetto would you
sing it?
If I lied a great lie and stacked it
to the sky
would you tilt your neck back to see it
as I eat a chocolate pie
and peanut cocoa spread
Im hinting at my wonder
my imaginative thought
who's beautiful, noble, or good?
in mine eyes I've no side to stand
no weapon to tarry
just a peace taken from a mind
now I sit in wonderment, shock, and amazement
for I've gotten a glimpse of self
a reflection that's left me mime

Currently Playing
Sufjan Stevens
Album
Greetings from Michigan: The Great Lakes State
Track: The Widows In Paradise

Meaning of the Bridge (Part 2)

but at the end of the bridge
in my mind was uncertainty
full of anxiety I was unaware of what I'd see
at the end
the end of the bridge
further down I rode my bike
up ahead was a woman
beautiful, blonde, hair reflecting the sun
obviously agreeing
but
at the end
the very end there was a group of boys
Jewish boys, every one hasidic
playful and ready
laughing and jumping
saying "hi friend"
waving with merry smiles...

so yes virginia
there is no santa claus
but there are angels who ride skateboards
gliding
piggyback style on the wind



Authors note- some of the meanings of the poem:

one is maintaining something thats been lost in this world... a result of men not realizing they themselves are the problem. we are all the problem. the rider in the poem realizes that from the first part of the dream to the second what is truly beautiful in this world. he sees a hint of it when he was a child.. when he had things like the honor of following and honoring parents, a father... a pure joy.
There is something divine about being like a child and also learning from one. In them we can find our way and learn more about ourselves. Its also how God teaches us about ourselves...

another meaning in the poem is...

Luke 11:9

9 “So I say to you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. 10 For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened. 11 If a son asks for bread[d] from any father among you, will he give him a stone?


One thing you can take from this poem is Truth. The fact of the matter is that the poem had a beginning and and end. This cannot be disputed. There is Truth in the world. There is absolute truth which is to say there is a right and a wrong. You can know. You can get answers to life's questions.

"There was never much hope... just a fool's hope" - Lord of the Rings

Currently Playing
Sufjan Stevens
Album
Greetings from Michigan: The Great Lakes State
Track: The Widows In Paradise

Meaning of the bridge (part 1)


I had a dream one day.
I was crossing the williamsburg.
a bridge.
Upon crossing I could've sworn there was a rainbow
clear. cut. dry. and beautiful as can be
I rode my bike on nonetheless
and a little ways off I saw a group of
Hascidic Jews
some laughing some stern
grouped together blocking
my path
the path of the bridge
then a voice said
ask and a segue there will be
so I asked
then I passed
the last part of my dream is essential
because it's the last thing i remember
today
just before the bridge ended
I saw an old man
walking away



Authors note: analiyze away :) yes.. I'll post part 2
The poem just represents life. life has meaning. sometimes we miss it... sometimes we dont. sometimes we hear God. sometimes we dont. Oh the old man at the end sort of represents my knowledge... its sort of like... the more I know the less I know next to God... can I ever truly be a wise old man?

Currently Playing
Vanessa Carlton
Album
Harmonium
Track Annie

The shoe I tied for happy

the morning is young
so I think I'll hopscotch along a ferry
the noon has come so I'll dance roundside vienna
I'm grabbing you now hand firmly holding your waist
so we waltz with slippers atop the waters of cairo
and I always knew that I was never here
really and honestly with your glasses
I'm seeing clear
hope and grappling
I'm not wishing
I put a full choke hold nelson on my position
and I love the sound we make
is it even possible to fancy happy
you are a feeling yet Im pinching your fancy
here, take this cigar
one rolled for me
the other for happy
singing showtunes along the serengety

Currently Playing
Sufjan Stevens
Album
Greetings from Michigan: The Great Lakes State
Track The Widows In Paradise

Tuffy in Michigan

so cold
I never knew it was so cold in Michigan
I wonder if today is real
for you my love it is
for you today is real
but this is a road you won't have to walk alone
for this is a day I'm with you
my friend
up far ahead there is some green grass
bread with some meat
a checkered picnic basket
with some dill pickles in a jar
mayonnaise and some applejuice so fresh
left a day late it'd go bad
and grandma is there smiling
laughing at you shivering in that blanket your mom made
singing songs with Tyler
wondering how good the days are
that have gone by
but today
Ill see for you
today I'll cry for you
right now I'm here for you
look to the sky
I'm right there with you

Authors note: dedicated to The Tuffington family. Especially to my friend TIffy

Currently Playing

Sufjan Stevens
Album
Greetings from Michigan: The Great Lakes State
Track The Widows In Paradise

Luck AP


If life were perfect I would find you
If everything as it were
we would be
And life wouldn't be a mystery
but still as it is I wait for you
pausing because there is nowhere else to go
moving forward but still finding myself looking back
in a world of peace I'd kiss your lips
in a world without dissension id know who you were
a woman without the pain
now if I were a cricket you'd be my crickette
we'd hop along the mud
traveling a mason dixie line
our lifespan spent together
traversing the Mississippi
one of a kind
insisting there is more to life than
instant transactions, bulletin boards and TV screens
longing to know a meaningful glance
wandering until we find a land with milk and honey
knowing earth will give up its dead
before utopia spews any grass
no
in this lifetime my shallow heaven is looking in your eyes
and knowing the one who made you

so after this thought I move on
following this romantic rainy morning weary
I'm gone
with one thing sustaining me
knowing that God is in the rain
yup, God is in the rain


Authors note: there are a few things in this poem... one of course is a beautiful red haired gal... Life isnt always fair but don't stop being a real and honest person because of heartche. You'll only spread the pain.. and besides.. life is bigger than our hurts... dont miss it.

Currently Playing
Taking Names
Album
This Guided Youth
Track Guide

Hour

I look to the sky
it's dimly lit
he tells me
prepare my heart and ready for war
this is the dark hour
and most wont make it out alive

Currently Playing
Matisyahu
Album
Youth

Track:
Time of your song

Life is ok its just a morning weary

today i got up
just in time
I tripped and fell down just in time
I got up walked and walked on
down a road past a meadow
saw a man two feet tall
he stopped I stopped we talked
our conversation made life commence
so I went on to face the day
I smiled and swung and then I saw a flower
upon that flower was a bee traveling to a land
unknown to me
so I became that bee and became that pollen
exploring that world regreting my past
but then I realized that everything I've known
was just in time
I got up and came to that stop
made that mistake
talked to that man and walked down that road
and everything ive known was valid
and everything ive known was beautiful
this new bold world was truth
so if life happened and led me to this
I guess I'm
just in time
just in time
just in time just in time

Currently Playing
Lifehouse
Album
No Name Face

Track:
Everything

Sand Thoughts

I crawl
because it's the only way I'd go slow enough
the only way the motion would lull enough
to comprehend
sitting with you is a movement likened to waiting
on a dixieland ferry
deep in the south
I slow my mind
waiting in the grass
letting the blue skies filled with clouds
come and wait with me
I listen
you perpetuate
and eventually I'm hearing things
sounds the pitch of heaven
all done so I'm relaxed
with you
holding me




Authors note -

How precious to me are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them! If I would count them, they are more than the sand. I awake, and I am still with you.
Psalm 139:17,18

Currently Playing
Blaster the Rocketman
Album
The Anatomy of a Monster

Track:
God Free Youth Flying Around In A X-wing Fighter

Then One


one two three four
this day like a step ladder
I count again
the next day
one two three four
the day becomes a step ladder
this my wish got closer
harder but louder
a struggle but worth it
and I want so I wait
my salvation at hand
so I learn to count
one two three four
one
then two
then three
then four

Authors Note: Repent. (turn around) The Kingdom of God is at hand. (Mark 1:15)

Currently Playing
As I Lay Dying
Album
Frail Worlds Collapse

Track:
Behind Me Lies Another Fallen Soldier

As I lay dying


I'm tired, tired of not being human
tired of what I am
tired of confessions
of breaking my own heart
I'm tired of feeling alone
running in the dark
I'm alone it seems
while saints sit in
pews

pointing

I'm tired.

I wait here for you
and you alone.

I tire of not living for you
I tire of decieving my way out
I tire when I can't hear you
and all I can see are my screams climbing the wall
seemingly alone
desperately wanting freedom
from the prison of my own design
but to gain escape there came a revelation

In this world XXX doesnt mean anything
but with you alone I can stand true


Authors note: John 8:7 "...let he who is without sin, cast the first stone."

Currently Playing
Lifehouse
Album
No Name Face

Track:
Everything

nevermind the long love story (a poem of hope)

and then her heart felt its demise
she put her hands out
then up in surrender
giving in to mine eyes
you are the one I wanted
for years I missed it
so caught up in my fear
mi amor
such a fool I was
blind
unaware but now free
then then the lovers flew
together
a love that was never meant
now will be


authors note - tried some new things with this poem.... hope your heart likes it

Currently Playing
No Doubt
Album
The Beacon Street Collection

Track:
Blue in the Face

girls suck

hey nice guys this is for you

If you have a million girls in your life who just want to be your friend

this is for you

If you constanly get told by females how awesome you are but somehow remain single

this is for you

If you are told how attractive you are and consistently told you'll find someone from your female friends

this is for you

If you are tired of just being friends with females but deep inside realize its amazing to have that friendship and you want to kick yourself for not being able to be a jerk

this is for you

If you're a hopeless romantic

this is for you

If you are losing hope in the female gender

this is for you

If you realize that alot of females don't know what they want when they say they want a "nice guy" or "good man"

this is for you

If you look at the stars and hope one day to share the entire sky with one woman and die next to her

this is for you

If no one in this world aside from God above understands your heart and you feel you wont ever find that mate

this is for you
this is for you
this is for you
this is for you



Authors note: life goes on

Currently Playing
Madison Greene
Album
Think the Dancers Mad

Track:
Collide

Collide

first let me start off by saying this isnt
about Christian women...
sort of but not really
you see there is something wrong
when a woman wants the weary
the bad
the raper and delerious
to be her mate
there is something odd
when a women made in the image
of Christ the nice guy
love your enemy guy
I'm your head servent guy
rejects the family guy
the I'll be with you forever guy
the I'll romance you alone guy
the I wont abuse you guy
the
nice
guy
to me that says no future
to me that reads an uncertain world
to me I regard that with liverspots
on the skin of society
a cancer in the battered minds of women
when a Christian woman
made in the image of God
spends her waking life
ignoring the head
and skinning the blind


Authors note: Don't spend you life licking your wombs life is too short and you might miss the little nice guy. And Christian women, stop taking these Christian guys for granted. Stop acting like the world and seek God before you choose your mate. You can mess it up just like anyone assuming you know God's will.

Currently Playing
Madison Greene
Album
Think the Dancers Mad

Track:
the Eastern

Healing

little
by little
I stop bleeding


"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD , 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.'" - Jeremiah 29:11

Currently Playing
Ebirdlove
Album

Track:
How can I say

Trainhopping

there's nothing in this world left for us.

there's nothing in this world left for us.

there's nothing in this world left for us.

I'm going to board this train now
a long journey away from city lights
I'm hopping this train today.

with a companion
a pot
and a pan


Author's note: Follow your heart. Not the shallow stream of society.
Luke 12:34 (KJV): For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

Currently Playing
Hillsong
Album
More than Life United
Track
where the love lasts forever

I'm Open

with you with you
when its morning I feel you
when I run my hands through the grass
you're there
each day passes each day comes
but today
is all I have
and you are "it" today
you are a romantic waltz
a close friend
my words become plain speak
the words of a child
and I remember
provoking mine heart to utter:
"the simplest love
is usually the most likely of explanations"
the warmest feeling
is usually home
though we walk aimlessly
its possible to find a certain destination
for I looked
and found you
I hurt
so you completed me
treading though the streets destitute and alone
I could hardly walk
but you took me in for free
with your open arms
letting my lie abide with thee
oh how glad I was when you said
child come
to me
your savior
and I'll be the one
to set you free


Author's Note: this poem is about Jesus Christ

Currently Playing
Mai Yamane
Album
Cowboy Bebop Original Soundtrack Vol 3.

Track:
Blue

Aristotle Was A Pirate


nothing is "that which rocks dream of"
look at the ball bounced right off the edge
I see trees and stars and paint
vivid bold and grey
I paint a martyrs solitude
against cave walls not even there
Im alive and pissing folly
I skank into a trip
I play with knives and get cut
sitting on a hill onlooking a light
shining
pressing against my eyelids
this life is not a requiem mass
because I cried for those children in Uganda
Im a beat and my heart is bloody
I can hear
and sing
and song
I think therefore I sweat
I reach out for your confusion
hugging the dead
to consort with folly

Authors Note: the quote in the begining is from Aristotle "nothing is that which rocks dream of" this poem is of course about Athiesm. I of course am not an athiest. .. I love everybody despite thier belief system. Regardless if I agree with them or not.

Currently Playing
U2
Album
The Joshua Tree

Track:
With or Without You

Dance Dusk Dusk Dance


tonight I wish I had a partner
to dance
to dance through the park and gravel and streets
tonight we would laugh and stop
and weep
and share and lock hands
and time
wouldn't matter
because we'd be dancing together
and we'd talk and concern
and discern and advise then
bear one another getting
closer to walking to and riding to
arriving then acomplishing
coming
closer to a truth one reality
two becoming more than just a flirt
fleeting emotion loving commotion
putting a ring around something
that transcends time so wrong was I
learning you can be part of my
purpose
kissing souls with a "long eventually" find destiny

Currently Playing
Rise Against
Album
Siren Sound of the Counter Culture

Track:
Blood to Bleed

Amber Tree

right now.
there are no tears
but eyes
just a smile
and a bright moon
I'm inside
of a funnel
leading to a pasture
milking neon grass
thats hugging a tree
on a path
going fast
unaware of any signs
no red
just green

I'm crossing now...
a street with no lamps
guided by that bright circle
in the night
unaware and not a care
following my mother nature
your eyes
and red hair

Currently Playing
Ennio Morricone
Album
Kill Bill Vol 2.

Track:
Il Tramanto

Seven Seas, One Blackbeard

Im sorry I fear
I
projected this on you
and all you were looking for
was sea
I
apologize
because in your eyes I thought I saw
a beauty a stout flower fourishing in a storm
content in a foot of snow
miraculously warm
my dear my love with a mistaken identity
forgive me because I'm sorry
I mistook my feelings on you
for this dream's touch feels like a dark letter
and I wonder
will I ever reach a dream inside
to lose what one never lost
dining far to often with contingency
having none with whom to spoliate
leaving lonely a pirate's lot
caring less for the ship and a voyage lost
looking ahead
with no first mate to embark

Currently Playing
Simple Minds
Album
the Breakfast Club Soundtrack

Track: Dont You Forget About Me

Living Till Dawn


fall fall leaving gone down
out this plane now
with a parachute
no veil
no lies
one thousand feet a minute
my parachute my savior
fall fall leaving gone down
slipping away
leaving town
this world is a feather
and a soggy memoir
two million feet a minute
praying you'll never hit ground

Currently Playing
Sick Of It All
Album
Call to Arms

Track: (Just a) Patsy

En Veritas Patsy You


the war is on
I fight you
you try
you fail
I win
I succeed
your patsy I'm not
fallen from a face
redeemed by conflicts blood
I'll claw my way to the end
Volenti non fit iniuria
I overcome
Virtute et armis
I Vive hodie


Authors note: latin-
**Virtute et armis - By courage and by arms
**Vive hodie - Live today (not tomorrow)
**Volenti non fit iniuria - A person who consents does not suffer injustice

Currently Playing
Jennifer Knapp
Album

Kansas

Track: Martyrs and Thieves

Oatmeal Ax

I'm sitting on a ray of light
It slipped pass the window
my floor got lucky
I'm waiting for an understanding
or something to wilt inside
here again but not wanting to be
looking back
wanting to go on
Im hurting
begging my sanity
then I look down
in my hand
is a notice
reading: two lefts truly do make one's guts right
a wrong direction is just a path
and knowlege comes to men weary and traveled
bonding one's character is a roadtrip
hold on and fight until the hour of late
unmasking is the nature of the distance
but perfection will bloom with death knocking at your gate
sufficed to say alongside that note
I held steadfast to hope

Currently Playing
Living Sacrifice
Album
Concieved in Fire
Track:
Intro Again

Reach for the Sky

God
be that huge
be that sky
be as big as is to me
the fear I feel is to often
and there are no breaks in between
but if you were that huge
if you were that big to me
no men would be giants

selah

you don't grant wishes
but your words are promise
command me Lord
vanquish me my enemy
and when I awake give me another
taking away all serpents
and entrusting my soul
giving life to the living

Authors note: dedicated to connie aka tampon rockets. keep on reaching for the sky:) happy birthday buddy!

un beso

Currently Playing:
Cool Hand Luke

Album:
The Fires of Life

Track:
Friendly Jas

Day Today

ah so this day
was cleverly named today
because its all I have
the only thing that matters
is today
I'll have to make changes
today
removed from the past I'll have to be
today
twenty four hours and then its done
It's all I have
today
move in me
today
why because it's all I have
the only thing I'm guaranteed is today
help me make the most of today
move in me
today




Today


shake me today
all I have is today
I'm urgent and asking
I wont shake it off
spit and pout
just help me today
I don't have seconds to waste
thinking about a yesterday
give me today
help my today
because it's tomorrow
because its in front of me
I'm holding it hot and urgent
don't let today slip
don't let today fall
its all I've got
today today today

Currently Playing
Jennifer Knapp
Album
Lay It Down
Track:
Diamond in the Rough

Reflect It


when I woke there was
a smile on my face
no junk in my closet
and a rainbow on the wall surrounding an ocean
a rainbow in my closet
a river on my wall
and a smile surrounding me in oceans
it was then I realized
today is going to be a good day

Currently Playing
Linkin Park
Album
Matrix Reloaded
Track:
Session

This is

a mom
breeds the sun
a new year
a new dawn
this is life
a cycle of love
every three hundred and sixty five days
a Reunion
today
a celebration for the conception
of your love

Authors note: Happy birthday marsha! (amberly's mom)

Currently Reading
The Ecology of Commerce
Author
Paul Hawkin
Type
Paperback

Perfect is... then hopefully it's that


where do I look for you
did you go hitchhiking away with a canoe strapped to your back
alongside a stranger named circumstance
pitching tents wherever they may fall
where can I find you
did I ever meet you?
was everything I ever imagined false
I thought I saw you one day speaking about
nothing on a random street
I swore I met you in Canada
even though I never saw your face
maybe all the while the very thing I was looking for
was always in my hand
completing everything I wanted to see
forgetting wherever I ever had a need
and this new patch on my pants looks new
and this old patch on my pants fits fine
I'm waiting with my uniform on
making tips
like
she'll come
don't go fast
slow down
love when they hate
but my favorite is
keep this road because it's never too late
finding you is a wonderful event
to become rich
and never a penny spent

Currently Playing
Matisyahu
Album
Shake Off The Dust...Arise
Track:
King Without A Crown

my space addiction

I'll say it once
then I'll say it again
the problem isn't Myspace
the problem lies within
it's a caper, an illusion
a mystery fabricated
a neverending sugar rush
that you've placed in your mouth
your divided hand cloaked with necessity
not my eyes
not my pride
there's a fiddler in your heart missing it's piper
and
knowing this I feel a little lighter
and
knowing this I feel a bit lighter
walking away with the larger part of me under my armpit
dumping the lesser
walking away
as whole as one can be

Currently Playing:
Cool Hand Luke

Album:
The Fires of Life

Track:
Rest for the Weary

Just Right

I'd like to fly a kite
but sometimes I don't
I wish I had the full ensemble
but I don't
I'm an empty carriage at times
and this is a requiem mass
for who I hope not to become
but sometimes am
I'm lap down
laying in water not so fresh
If every word I owned was true
I wouldn't be a citizen of earth
I'm halfway done
and almost not there
I am
waiting to feed on cross flesh
take heed
my advice fellow travelers
keep on
train hopping till you get home
a distant ride is bumpy at best

Currently Playing:
Flogging Molly

Album:
Drunken Lullibies

Track:
Swagger

doch-an-dorris

a four leaf
dancing in the street
happy feet
buckles in my sadie shoe's
today's the day
kiss the irish
laugh into the day
right until the doch-an-dorris
my final drink goodbye

Currently Playing:
Hillsong United

Album:
More than Life United

Track:
Where the love lasts forever

Self Respectfully Loving


how much further
how much longer
what more do I have to become
what else do I have to do
for you?
but this is it
that is all
you aren't it
but I am
I'll go no further
endure no longer
I am what I'll become
I'm wrapped in blessings
a lovely design
to not see something so significant
makes me conclude its something
you'll never embody
so I turn around
smiling
happiness concluding emptiness
and I no longer imagine contempt
never again
to swallow a soul of pity

Currently Playing
Jeffrey Lewis
Album

The Last Time I did Acid I went Insane

Track: The Chelsea Hotel Oral Sex Song

Wedding the Funeral


If I took door number one
put you in a microwave and selected a minute
I'd see your hair but I'd never know
how it smelled
notice your smile
but never know what it takes to see it
I'd kiss you
but never value the reasons you ever wanted one
It seems
a life is made of more than a pretty emotion
thickly shaped abs
or an erect thought
romance is still an investment
and marriage it seems a bad cliche
but we've made love a moment
wanting an end
we've made love a moment
regrettably I can't click what we've become away
but I'm not a sad poem
unlearn and relearn children
me an we learn for you
take a moment and stretch it to a lifetime
take a minute
to take our time away
take all
the meaningless times away


Authors note: If you go too fast who knows what you'll miss...

Currently Playing
Switchfoot
Album

A Walk to Remember

Track: Only Hope

Setting

Setting




The sun will set
I'm promising you a dawn
but an end will come
slowly rolling
right after the noise
silence
sunset will come
sunset will come
an end to that silly killing stroke
cutting your mind
and dividing your heart
in one stroke
the sun will set
I'm turning this page
then the sun's set will come

Currently Playing
Luti-Kriss
Album

Throwing Myself

Track: Bonus Track

Bastard Affection
I wonder
If you miss an opportunity does it go away?
If you wanted but never kissed does the feeling stay
If there was a mountain I've never hiked
will the courage I once had fade
The things I've never done and seen
are an opportunity arms length away
but truly I'm writing about you
the one true thing persist ant on one's heart
If I never tell you will you go away
it would seem true love is indecent
exposing itself on a whim
blinding the wanting captor
leaving the tasteless a wanderer
searching for mutual desire


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Here are the Lyrics to the song I was listening to while writing this
band- Luti-Kriss
Album - throwing myself

song
track 13. Untitled

It was always ten steps
That you were behind
Thought you were someone else
And the water builds up
It builds in my eyes
I thought you were someone else
It was always ten steps
That you were behind
Thought you were someone else
You are not my fault
I watched the world in your hands

Currently Playing
Haste the Day
Album

That They May Know

Track: Autumn

The Sky is Falling

listen. hear. don't stall.
it's coming, it's coming ya'll
babylon
Babylon will fall
the sky is falling
but society is still yawning
a waking dream
shivering ciudad
covers pulled back
the morning comes
opening the door
expecting a world long forgotten

Currently Playing
Cool Hand Luke
Album

Wake Up O' Sleeper

Track: Dreams for Sale

Tommorow Will Die

tommorow is promised to no man
even those who ruin the hour with a lie
the question to ask oneself is two fold
giving way to a martyr or a penny
for what or whom is that for which you live
a doubt?
a lie?
an image or an obsession?
most importantly
the thing for which you'd ultimately die