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Johnny Cash
Album
The Legend of Johnny Cash
Track
Ring of Fire

simplicity

so great was his love for me
in my sin
he took up that cross
went to grave's end
died
then with all power
rose again
and set me free

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Hans Zimmer
Album
The Last Samurai
Track
A Hard Teacher

dream car seven


dream car seven
I said to the conductor
upon the boarding way

on the train
its destination
nonstop to Bombay

am I alright I inquired
with all Ive been through today
can anything be seen clearly
can I hold onto anything my eyes want to stay

you see I'm a dreamer
a passing waking contender
a fighting man's inspiration
a sunny day without symptom

but today you see mr conductor
I'm a foggy whimper
a disillusioned sinner
a loose necked fearer

can anything be the way I thought it to be?
can this world give me anything but misery?

I stayed the course
I fought the fight
but still it comes
still with fright

with pangs of growling
and earthquakes that wont cease
this dream escapes
no shoes
all cold feet

I tire of walking
hair and sweat irritating my feet
giving up to abandonment
on a train
no more clouds will I meet

rain won't chase me
my parallel world will cease
in my car I'll forget a memory
nightmares will fear me under the sheets

for when I wake I will be elsewhere
no more quandary to seek
all my questions will be answers
in the utopia I find
on the better side of bleak

this be my hope mr conductor
this be my reasoning for our meet
here's my ticket with hand steady
now please
show me to my seat

wept for me

and then pain came
stripped the world bare
and pain came
left only with your hand
then pain came
everything ran cold

nothing here
only one step away from alone
just you hand now
making my home
gripping me warm
new to this known

your with me now
your hand in mine
together we moan


Authors note: "I said to the man with the gated ear"give me a light that I may walk safely into the unknown" and he said to me "Put your hand into the hand of God and it will be to you better than the light and safer than the known." King George VI

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Bjork
Album
Greatest Hits
Track
Possibly Maybe

sky blinds

sky I see when I look up
so perfect so blue
I look up there is no folly
positively perfect
when I
look at you

then down my eyes come
like a downpour
ugh its nothing like looking at you

sky where are you I ponder
where are you and your blues
this down here is pity
no trace from what I see
no hint of you

sky don't ever leave me
don't be apart from what I see or do

because this world here is drowning in pity
nothing at all like you

Agnus Dei

It was in that moment I saw it
a construction of sorts
a defined building
a grandiose monument to his greatness
chiseled
defined
and wonderfully made

on one section he uprooted the unproductive parts
taking chisel and hammer
breaking the rotting corruption away

this man the grand designer
weaving a new world
out of iron and clay

so take heed this loving warning

give no room for self pity
not a word of damnation resting in thee

all glory to you running steady in perseverance
all praise
Agnus Dei

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Extol
Album
Undeceived

Track:
Undeceived

From me spoken to me

its wrong
so don't try to pet it
stroke it feed it or tempt it
don't look at it, touch it or covet it

listen here you were told to not do it
not trust in it lest you become it
its wrong so do not listen to your wicked heart plummet

what are you doing
you see who will be affected by your decision
your premeditated friendship
murderous fellowship
venomous partnership

for out of your quiet lonely solitude
a world is created
a entirety of mourners
a planet of tombs

so do not even attempt to bring me
to your sinful infirmities
your sickness and wordy platitude
I'm onto you
and all your shallow centrifuge

this ends today
no more endless journeys
my mornings
no longer wasted and used

Authors Note: Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

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Gorillaz
Album
Demon Days

Track:
Last Living Souls

Amazing

amazing blue
as I walk through the sky
Lord I think of you.

Currently Playing
Gorillaz
Album
Demon Days

Track:
Demon Days

Prayer of Commitment


Father, I know there is still much
that needs to die in me

be my shield
protecting me from that hate
crouching, waiting to dismember me

be my support
making my backs position upright
cleansing my sinful infirmities
perfecting me
till no chains
no separation
can keep me from your heights


Author's Note: someone once said there are many ways one can slouch and distort one's posture. But there is only one way in which to stand upright. One would do well to remember this.

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Regina Spektor
Album
Begin To Hope

Track:
Samson

commensurate

commensurate with his love
you will evenly in this world
find hate

commensurate alongside hope
in this world you will find
an empty shot glass
dashing down a wet alley
with a collar in hand
fondling dreams
not yet his

commensurate with this note
you will find the disinterested
not looking for meaning within the lines

you see
in this world there is balance
good for hate
in for out
all waiting for the frustration to end
for whomever sees the pattern remain

step back
breath in
then slowly
trustingly
give in

Did I miss?

all access



yes.


this I wish
here where I am left wondering
did I miss?
the affection of my lover
could I have missed?

this morning it wasn't where I left it
in the afternoon when I looked
in it's stead I was in a state of perplexities and myth

my lover it seems withdrew it
this blood stain from the assassin's hit

could it be could it be
is this death's mule angry kick

where has it gone
I'm seeking my lovers kiss

left here with this thought that's shocking
did I miss?
did I miss?

Authors Note - Yes I did.

the most beautiful woman in the world

I'm in love
with the most beautiful woman in the world
in love
I am with the
most beautiful
world in the

love I'm world
she it to me

has me
losing all rational

crazy I'm
or I am
because I'm in love
with her
beautifully

Author's Note - For Leanna Jackson my first lady. Together we'll take over the world